whatevers.

2007-06-10T16:49:00.000+08:00

2007-05-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Part 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: CHARMAINE
Date of Birth: 22nd November 1992
Current Status: Undoubtedly single
Eye color: I think its super dark brown
Hair color: Its dyed brown. Dont ask me. The principal said so.
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Sagitarius/Scorpio (as the experts say i was born when the moon was blah blah.)

Part 2: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Chinese, Teochew
Your fear: Death
Your weakness: Materialistic demands
Your perfect pizza : Mushrooms and cheese. NO garlic, olives, herbs.

Part 3: Yesterday,Today and Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Stupid weather.
Tomorrow: Excel in Chemistry paper!
Your bedtime: 10 plus? Its getting earlier by the day. (I wanna clear the panda eyes!)
Your most missed memory: How i used to think the world was simple.

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: Macdonalds. Im Loving It!
Single or group dates : Dont know?
Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: I'd rather frappa

Part 5: DO YOU..
Smoke: Hell no.
Curse: Yes.

Part 6 : IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: Some super strong beer.
Gone to the mall: Errr yup.
Been on stage: "The winners for the International Friendship Day quiz....."
Eaten Sushi: Nope. I think sushi is not for me.
Dyed your hair: No way. That's suicide for me.

Part 7: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 minute ago: Took water to drink.
1 hour ago: Blog-surfing.
A month ago: idontknow-ing.
1 year ago: Emo-ing.

Part 8: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I love: talking nonsense.
I feel: nothing.
I hate: the damn weather.
I hide: things. (what to write?)
I miss: holidays.
I need: a higher IQ.

Part 9 : TAG 5 PEOPLE
Amirah
Weiyi
Sophia
Bazilah
Kelly

2007-05-05T12:56:00.000+08:00

ok SORRY PEOPLE!

finally back from my great hiatus.
as you know, exams are here.
"THE GREAT MYEs".

I have ALOT to study ok!

Social Studies - Principles of Governance.
Geography - Natural Vegetation, Forests as a Resource and Case Study: Deforestation in Kalimantan.
E.Math - Need lots and lotsa practice!
Physics - Reflection and Refraction of Light, Thin Lens, Kinetic Theory, blah.
Chemistry - Chapter 1 to 6.
FNN - Nutrients, Minerals, Fats, Proteins, Carbohydrates, Vitamins & MORE.

See how exams kills?
And i dont even wanna know how top students with no brains do it.

Lotsa camwhoring with mr saw.

So spontaneous huh?

2007-04-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

OMGGGGGG. I AM SOOOOO LAZY TO BLOG.
its not like i have much to say anyways.

I'VE DECIDED!....
Not to tell you all anything now.

Photos are fine enough.

2007-04-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

Played a little play station just now. Lost terribly to my uncle in street fighters. Haha!

Alright, working on a new blogskin.

On what i said earlier, im still thinking about it. Reason being me not able to give up blogging totally. Afterall, i have been doing it since sec 1 you know? Lots of stuff.

Okay, tata. Artificial Intelligence is kinda cool.

2007-04-08T12:23:00.000+08:00

I think my blog is kinda superficial. What im trying to say is that, it has all my happenings, and its mostly kinda on the outside only. Not much of my feelings and thoughts.

Well, at least blogger thinks my blog is a spam blog. Which is soooo untrue. First of all, im not a robot. Second of all, i typed everything i typed.

Im not saying there aren't any thoughts and feelings, but just that, its more like "oh today i went shopping with blah blah blah. [photo] [photo] [photo]".

Dont you think so too?

I think i should close this, like leave it like how it should be, and never touch this. Then, open two other more blogs, one purely dedicated to camwhoring, and another one just my ramblings. But of course the latter can't be all words lah.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps..?

I'll see how it goes.

I dont like people thinking that im "oh-so-happy" with nothing troubling me. Just that i dont say it out, doesn't mean im not thinking about it or there's nothing bothering my life.

I think im kinda like that, bottling things up.

Dammit! I have flu and headache again. Probably because i woke up knowing that i have to do homework (E.Math!) today. And its just a homework break for me now.

I'll be back later.

2007-04-06T21:13:00.000+08:00

Its GOOD FRIDAY today, and its BLACK FRIDAY next week.
Coincidence? Haha.

Wenta town with Amirah, Bazilah, Junxing, Winfred, Roystin, and Jianrong.

It was quite fun, just that no one told me that the time had changed to 1240pm instead of 12. I thought i was late ok! So when i reached, i asked jx where is he. So he told me that amirah told him that she'd be late so they went to marina bay. I took a newspaper and read it while waiting for them.

They reached, and we decided to go look for weiyi at lido entertainment. I SO did not know where it was. So did the others. We walked all the way to some hotel, and decided to ask the hotel guy where it was. He told me to walk straight and turn right. It was veryyyyyyyyyyyyy far ok! Like opposite Paragon, which we had to walk past orchard mrt again.

The Shaw House, was the Lido Entertainment. So we saw weiyi and then we sat down. Although i sat like downstairs of them. They all wanted to go eat, so i asked them to go first, and i'll look for them later. TOTALLY forgetting that i havent had my lunch too.

I bought a Double Chocolate Frappe. The people inside like doing soooooo slowly can. Starbucks still rock la. Even though the drink tastes the same, i find that the Starbucks Crew seem happier and friendlier.

Soon after i bought the drink, weiyi had her lunch break, so we went to Mac. She got her meal, and i was happy slurping my frappe.

We talked for a bit, then went back to Mac Cafe. Btw, her lunch break is only 30 minutes.

I sooooooooooo need to go shopping for clothes man! I have like nothing to wear when i go out with friends or whatnot. Like, weird, and fat. Ugh.

Ok, anyway, back to topic. When we went back, they were already sitting there, with Amirah and Bazilah. I had no idea whether they've eaten or not, and i didnt ask.

We went to check the timings for the movies, but all sucked. So we decided to go to the orchard cineleisure. The timings sucked and seats were all filling fast. In the end, didnt watch anything, but went to LJS to eat.

So they didnt eat afterall. I ate too. Afterwards, we all went to the "grassland" beside the building. Wanted to camwhore. But the guys all were too "camera-shy" and played with the stupid white things. Kicking them till it rolled down.

Zhenwei came, and he wore all white. Like MP. Lol. Once he came, the guys follow him like they're his little dogs.

Decided to go to Far East, walked around, and guess where we settled? Burger King!

They ate.

Went off while they were still inside, and played this little "game". I dont know how to explain. Its not really a game, but then its like... Ugh! Nevermind.

Walked with Jianrong and Winfred to the mrt since they were going off earlier. Then waited for Zhenwei, Roystin and Junxing. We pretended not to see them, then they pretended too. And Jx called amirah. Then blah blah blah.

We took separate trains to marina bay since they couldnt squeeze in. So we camwhored for a bit. Hehehe.

They came, then talked abit, camwhored a bit more, and took the train back.

Joked a lot in the train, about what Roystin making babies cry, and how he looked like their brother. Hilarious i tell ya. Then, some girl was jealous 'cos she wasnt getting any attention from us, since the limelight was all on roystin's "brother". So when the baby left the train with whoever, the girl slowly cheered up 'cos maybe she was getting the attention. Lol.

She held onto the pole like she was in love with it.

Opposite me, there was this couple sleeping, and the girl was lying on the guy's shoulder. Her hair was everywhere, and then the guy woke up to scratch his chin, since the gf's hair was tickling him. Funny!

Amirah alighted at Toa Payoh. We continued the journey. I alighted at Admiralty, and the rest all just went somewhere.

Got home, bathed, watched abit of Car Wash, then came to Gran's house. Hehehe :D:D:D

Okie-Dokie. Im done for the day.

2007-04-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

(Monday)

We stayed back in school for the ambassador's makan session. Before that, we ordered the pizza, and helped ms rita with the international friendship day thing.

Meat Lover's and Hawaiian Classic. HEHEHE :D:D
Made people jealous =x

(Tuesday)

During Lights, we went to the computer lab to do something called OSCAR. Its to help us choose our path, or our future jobs, based on interests and abilities. I got quite a longgggggggg list. like 3 and 3/4 pages long.

After school, everyone had to go for english SST. But we didnt really do anything related to english. Did something called "How special am i?". But it really isnt accurate. Ok, maybe only 1%.

Its kinda lame, but beats doing homework.

(Wednesday)

Did the CHARMAINE THE GENIUS handsignal during Math Group. And ms ho thought i was poking fun of her=.=

Ms Ho: whats wrong with my hand? im trying to teach here.
ME: Huh. No lah. I wasn't saying you.

SST in the geography room, Mr Thomas Tan had to do the monitoring three classes thing again.

Went over towards Amirah and Junxing there to talk (and abit of camwhore). Hahaha. Then i kept telling them that im "CHARMAINE THE GENIUS". Then they said im charmaine the ingenius. =.= wth!

Stayed in the geography room for somemore for the humanities field trip briefing. Teachers going are Mr Andy, Mrs Lim, Ms Lim, and Mr Goh. !!!!!!!

Im so glad both weiyi and i are going. But whats sad is Bazilah may not go and Amirah is not going! ):):
People going from our class is Syahid-ah, Aziz, Insyirah, Nurul, Weiyi and me.
From E3 are Kennis, Linlin, Both Syahirah, and Shahiira. I think.

Money and Passport plus signed papers tomorrow.

(Thursday)
The day went on fine. Since we're in PE attire the whole day. Hehe.

Briefing again in the geography room, and went to the canteen afterwards. Actually wanted to help Kelly they all to sell the ice pop. But, it was kinda boring, so we went to the parade square to watch the captain's ball matches.

I wanted to play! So i went to look for Mr Mike. Then he put it in a way that i deliberately did not go for trainings or whatnots. It was because i had the stupid back ache ok! Ugh.

But anyways, i told Narisah, and then they looked for me after the first match, against green house which they lost.

I played in the other two matches, against yellow house and blue.

The teachers against students match was kinda nice. Haha. Boos from here and there. Cheers and clapping of course. The teachers won i think. Oh ya, Mr Jim Low came! Hehehe. But i didnt go talk to him 'cos he was with some person.

Red House won overall. Btw, Hazirah told me that red house sucks. Who cares? I mean her someone is in red house. LOL.

2007-04-02T16:28:00.000+08:00

These- people, are the photos from the great national stadium tour.
Not all are here yet---- but just blogged it up.

While doing fnn coursework. Hehaho.

2007-04-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

GAH GAH HEADACHE~~~~~~~

This morning, i woke up in the humid weather while sleeping on the top bunk. We all know cold air sinks, hot air rises right? So i got all the heat and was perspiring really badly.

Therefore, i went out to the living room and on the fan, and slept there. Not a good idea though. 'Cos the seat is like bending downwards and a cushion doesnt help at all. My grandma woke, and asked me to sleep on her bed. I went in really reluctantly, even though it was much better.

I think her stiff bed, and high pillow and not forgetting the sofa made me have this headache.

BITCH!

2007-03-31T16:20:00.000+08:00

I didnt go to the funeral wake today. ~~Because i was being a lazy bum and decided to sleep in all day.~~ Because i forgot to call Ms Huda last night and tell her that i would not be going to the stadium tour. So i went in the end.

You know when the deceased are being sent to cremation. Like, at the temple, and final prayers are being said. So there's bound to be drama, agitation, crying and all that right? I just didnt feel to be part of it. You know what i mean? Its like, oh, he's my granduncle and i only see him about once a year, and i dont even know his children and all that. Im like out of place and seem very hypocritical.

But also, another part of me regret not going to the cremation. Its the final time we're all gonna see his body and im not going there, just because i forgot to call my teacher and instead went to tour the stadium for the very last time.

My parents and sister went though.

Stadium tour was kinda fun, defintely hot (temperature) and very awkward. All because we had to wear our stupid uniforms in the hot weather. It isnt fair when Mr Nahar and Ms Huda got to wear jeans, three quarters, and cooling material or whatnot. We should have worn PE so we could like run in the track where past athletes have ran on. It makes the trip more meaningful.

Anyway, this runner, whom we call Mdm Glorry (pronounciation, not spelling), was there to share with us some about the national stadium's history, her history, and her running experiences. It was kinda cool, and Ms Huda wanted me to interview her, and do a write-up, and she would send it to somewhere for a competition. Some sort i think.

We toured the museum first. It was cooling, and really had the history of the national stadium. There was a hall of fame too. For Sports Man/Woman, Sports Girl/Boy and also Coaches of the year.

Afterwards, we went out into the seats and also to the VIP corner. The view was impressive, without anyone. But with all the seats filled, everything would just be blocked.

From the VIP corner, we headed towards a place where the best athlete or something would light up the thingy. It was all the way up high, and opposite of the VIP corner.

We then walked over to a tower of stadium lights. When viewed from directly below, with the sky as backdrop, its gorgeous. In total of four stadium lights, there are 3 million of them. I think.

Finally, we went out onto the track and field. We (hazirah, amirah, ms huda and me) laid on the lush green grass and took photographs while everyone else was walking towards the medicine centre. We were kinda behind because amirah left hazirah's bag on the seats and forgot to take it. They ran back there and retrieved it, and ms huda and i were just waiting for them. The grass was kinda went, but no doubt comfortable. Amirah and Ms Huda raced towards the medicine centre while hazirah and i were walking. But she was just say maybe, 2 metres behind me. She said "promise you dont run ah?", then i ran. Hahahah. But just for a little bit before i start walking again. Dont wanna get too hot and sweaty, y'know?

Got into the air-conditioned medical centre for the athletes. It is split into two- the sports science and sports something. They just test, or something, and help to improve the athlete's stamina, skill, and improve the fitness if they get injured or something. There was this highly salinated tank so they would float called the "ThinkTank" which helps to relax the muscles and body of the athlete. The water was superrrrrrrrr dirty and smelly which proved that no one used it in a long time. Plus there was a small screen to watch videos.

Then, we went over to some boards which summarised the "journey" of the national stadium. Some parts on the board wrote "(something something) Gay World (formerly known as Happy World)". Amirah and i were like LOL. Shouldnt it be like "Happy World (formerly known as Gay World)"? With all the bisexual issues and stuff, why would they wanna change it from "happy world" to "gay world"? Haha. I dont know much about this though. Didnt read the whole thing.

We were given 2 minutes to camwhore. Sophia, Rebecca, Susan, Amirah and I went out to the tracks, near the grass and wanted to do the jump thing. But no one was around to help us take the photo ): Anyway, they lost out, 'cos i took one before we actually went into the medical centre.

The bus had arrived like 2 minutes after we reached the pick-up point. Got up the bus and amirah and i kept making fun of each other. Like we'd be laughing, then we'd both stop and she'd say "laugh laugh laugh, laugh what?" then i'd say "im not laughing" then she'd break into hysterics again.

Halfway through the journey, she fell asleep. At first her head was straight, then her head hung low, then while the bus moved, and turned and she landed on my shoulder. Her head was going boing boing boing when there were bumps on the road. We even cam-whored! Hahaha. Even while she's sleeping! Shhhhhh. Sophia say she sleep cute. Hahahaha.

So after the mini-cam-whore, i couldnt bear to look at amirah. Reason why, being that she made me wanna laugh out loud, seriously. I even laughed a few times to myself. Her head was still on my shoulder when we reached school.

I went home to change, 'cos we're gonna go causeway point afterwards. Went back to KFC to look for them, and realised in the end only weiyi, amirah and me were going.

Weiyi wanted to buy shoess and a bag. There were none in CWP, and she wanted to go to bugis street. Both of us couldn't go, because i'd prolly have to die before i get there, and amirah had to help her mother do something. So weiyi went herself, even though she was afraid she'd get lost.

Took a train, and headed here. (you should know where)

PS: This post was supposed to be out hours earlier, but i got stuck reading a tabloid blog. Gah.

2007-03-29T17:14:00.000+08:00

Last day of Dreamweaver workshop.

Since i have some time on my hand, i shall blog. Bwahahaha.

Show and tell yesterday and today. But i still wasn't chosen. I wanted to talk about either my blog, friendship, or the crappy Bartholomew Simpson's book. Hahaha kinda crappy, but i like it.

HAHAHA. Anyways, i think tomorrow is finally my turn.

Went for volleyball yesterday and went home at 6 plus.

Btw, my granduncle (whom i've previously blogged about saying that he has cancer all over) died on Tuesday morning. My family went for his funeral at night without my sis ('cos shes at camp, but she came back yesterday).

It was sad there anyways, i think everyone's trying a little too hard to smile, that i can see that its almost fake. Im the only kid i knew there, and i just sat for about 2 hours listening to adults converse in cantonese.

I dont understand how people could play cards or mahjong in funerals.

I've got to go home now. Last day of funeral is on Saturday, but we're not sure if we're going.

2007-03-27T15:51:00.000+08:00

I havent blogged in ages! Like, maybe 1 or 2 weeks.

I wouldnt even have blogged today, if we're not having some Macromedia Dreamweaver course. Days were boring. And maybe this could help a bit, lightening up the atmosphere of my ultimately boring go-school-go-home life.

I watched Stomp The Yard on last saturday with my mom. She actual said it was ok. Initially i thought i was gonna be all about dancing and stuff. But its actually about stepping and stomping. Sounds kinda childish actually, but it really isn't. The sound effect was a little too loud for my liking, but i kinda got used to it after a while.

We wanted to watch Mr Bean 2: The Holiday. But tickets were ALREADY sold out and it was for two timings. I guess Mr Bean is a very much family character. Lol.

Queensway and Ikea Alexandra again! Bought two white and orange fbt shorts and wanted to buy curtains from Ikea. But it was a wasted trip again. The curtain rods cannot fit into the car, so we'd have to think of another solution.

Fetched Marisa back to her house and actually thought could watch a few episodes of One Litre of Tears. But then my parents wanted to go home early.

Reached home, ate a bit, watched Jurassic Park 2 and dad fetched me to library. And after that went to fetch my sis who was still at my gran's.

So that was basically my longgggg summary of my weekend.

Imma do my webpage layout now. Fyi, its called "No Crap Please =x"

WAHAHAHAHAHA.

2007-03-19T15:46:00.000+08:00

I give up blogging about the damned iChoose workshop lah.

Wa laooooo. I finished typing the whole thing then there was a blogger captcha error. Ugh. Something about the Word Verification thingy.

Photos up some other time.

2007-03-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Back from camp pppppppppeople! :D
Camp Loola, Bintan, Indonesia, was a rocker.
I wouldn't mind going there again (:

Day 1 of Sec 3 Adventure Camp

Morning breakfast at Macs. What a great way to start the day off. Just that I didnt eat anything except for a hashbrown which Amirah gave me because the queue was bloody long and i was plain lazy.

Macdonalds was filled with Secondary 3 Adss students. All had the same thinking of eating breakfast with friends before going to school.

Most of TerriMc were there too. So when they all went off, i went with them.

Reached school just on time. Some people "strolled in late, when they were supposed to be here at 7 : (mr teo)". He briefed us for while, waited till everyone reached, then my class was allowed to leave already.

Bus to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. Zhijun and Chavalit were like my children? Lol. They were hungry, so i gave them biscuits. And they cant even open it. I opened it for them then weiyi wanted to eat too. So three of them shared, and i took a few.

Got over the customs and boarded a ferry called Falcon 3. At least its air-conditioned. But i got dizzy and went to sleep. BUT, we still had some shameless cam whoring.

After the ferry ride, we took a small extremely lousy and hot (as in temperature hot) bus. But it was kinda cool, since all our baggage and stuff were all thrown onto the roof, people could even sit up there. Some photos at the Indonesia ferry terminal too.

We reached Camp Loola around 1 plus, the driver even got lost >.< . We were all extremely hungry, but had to wait for all our batch to arrive before we could eat. And of course, again, we shamelessly cam whored.

They all reached and then we were given time to change or whatever, and take our cup and fork and spoon. Turns out that we didnt need our cups and whatnot 'cos the people were kind enough to provide us with it.

The food was delicious all right. But we had to sit on the sand to eat and whatever oooooi-thing.

After eating, i changed into my PVC (project vibrant colours, not the material, polyester something) shirt and Amirah's FBT. We all gathered somewhere (i forgot where) and proceeded with our first activity, the Zip line (aka Flying Fox).

But safety rules first, we were all to tuck in our shirts for safety purposes. I didn't see any relevation with tucking in and our activites. But whatever.

Amirah went first, I went fourth or something? I can't remember, but know that i am after hazirah, and before chavalit? I think.

The zip line was scary lah. Even though it was ONLY 4 storeys high, but i nearly pissed in my pants (kidding). But still, my legs were shaking, and i kept telling the Indian guy beside me "how, how? omg. can help me?".

I was afraid lah, but i wanted to give it a try. Our class was very lucky because it was high tide (which isn't very high, but enough for us to fly into the water). So the Indian guy helped me by pushing me. I screamed, which was better than chavalit. He kicked his legs about and screamed like a freaking wussy. Lol. Zhijun even better! He knocked one guy down into the water. Two more (guys) to go, though. Lol.

James and a few others were afraid of heights, and i think that was when 3e2 finally unite. We cheered James on, shouting "James, you can do it!" and what nots lah.

There's no doubt I look like a dork.

After Zip line, we did Team Circuit. Four people in a group, and we had to go through different obstacles. First, we had to walk on a pole, but most just walked like a frog sideways (like me). Second, we had to go over few widely-spaced sticks. It was enough to hold our weight lah. But mostly, our asses all stuck out in the air. Third, we had to move from swings to get to the other side. Fourth, we had to walk on a rope, and hold on a rope.

7 students from 3T1/2 joined us because of some whatever reasons. But they will be joining their class back at night. One of the guy's my neighbour. As in like staying in my block. Lol.

No photos of the real thing, but swings at the side, and group briefing.

After Team Circuit, we learnt a folk-dance or something called BilliBanja. It goes like that:

Billibanja, billibanja.
Billibanja, billibanja.
Naga hey naga ho. (x2)

Everyone kinda twisted the last part so i becomes scolding some people. Lol. Figure it out yourself. Its easy!

By the way, our instructors are Uncle Am and Pretty Kimberley.

Uncle Am taught us that, if other classes bomb us, we'll just say:

Am am pui. Am am pui.
Am am pui your stupid bomb.

Lol. So we decided to name 3e2 as Am Am Pui. Bwahahahaha. Cool isn't it?

After these, we played human tic-tac-toe with E3. The game was kinda exciting, with people nearly and falling off the chairs, with the plastic chairs totally collapsing with them.

And then, E3 called us losers and said whatever. Then they totally did a gorilla thing. So i called them gorilla, and they were like Whatever. After calling us losers and what nots, they wanted to cheer for us. I mean like, talk about contradiction.

But totally no offence!

After the game, which we lost terribly but still happy, we all learnt cheers. After cheering and all, dinner was finally served. But before that, we still had to go through the torture of shouting, before eating.

The instructors would like ask "Are you all hungry?"
Then we must shout "Very hungry!"
Then they would say that we're not very convincing, would repeat the whole thing.

Instructors also like to "Admiralty Ooooooi" us.

Dinner, did more cheers, and rehearsed our skid for tomorrow's campfire.

After that was bathing then lights out at 1100pm.

Day 2 of Sec 3 Adventure Camp

Awoken by the many noises made by the other campers in the same tent. They all wanted to bathe so they woke like super early=.= But in the end, all couldn't bathe and ended up talking in the tent, and disturbing people who are sleeping (me, for example). All because there wasn't any water. Had to use drinking water from the drinking dispensers to brush up. Used a cup and bottles. Lol. But still had to refill then brush up.

Last night sleep was torturous. Stupid guys went into girl's tents and ran around making noises, and kept hitting the tents.

The sky was beautiful, gorgeous even. I saw it, but didnt take any photos of it because i was brushing up. Lol. Thanks to Ms Rita, i have 'em photos. It had blue, pink, orange, grey. Really really beautiful.

Gorgeous, isn't it? I'd die to see it again. Actually i do see it almost every evening, but not as gorgeous with all 'em HDB flats.

Cam whored for a little bit after breakfast.

If you see carefully, weiyi misses her chinese dance. Lol.

First activity of the day was Archery. So cool. Extremely fun, but when i pulled the bow string, my arms were shaking! I only got one on the board, but nevermind. Its so fun :D I'd love to try it again. Btw, Jian Li (aka Chili) is a pro! Dont play play!

Please note that im such a good photographer and managed to capture him and even the arrow. Look carefully.

My idea again. Lol.

Beware people! Its da pro' in the makin'.

After archery, it was time to boomnet. We were supposedly fishes and prawns in a large net. The same bus took us to a barren land, and waited for a motorboat to come and fetch us, group by group over.

I was afraid, again! It looked scary okay, it wasn't so much of fun to me when we jump down, but people could just jump and go and jump and go over again. I jumped only once, and even with Mdm Ng. Lol. The super salty water stung my lips and nosey.

We all went back to the "island" by the motorboat, and walked a little distance to the bus. Most of us were dripping wet, but who cares anyways?

Famished by the time we reached, and lucky only had to wait for a while for lunch.

Who wants to take photos during lunch? All too hungry to even budge. Hafiz even created a cheer, so we all sat in one big circle and waited for everyone before chanting, and eating. It kinda goes like this:

Echo after me.
Tick tock tick tock, we must eat.
One day three meals cannot miss.
(something something) keep us fit.
Tick tock tick tock, eat eat eat.

Some other class copied the cheer, but whatever.

After lunch, we had to build a raft using barrels and wooden sticks, and it had to stay above the water with everyone on it. My group consisted of the Terrimc people, yong jie, james, kelly, gladys and weiyi. So we named ours the Submarine, because we believe it would go under. Lol.

Surprisingly, it didnt. Only one other group's raft didnt break. How surprising, ours could actually float. Haha.

Uncle Am then asked all of us to form our group's name with human bodies on the sand. So i volunteered to be ' I ', since it was after all, the easiest.

Afterwards, Uncle Am then asked us to get into the water and form a circle. Then did the Billibanja. Lol.

We went for a half an hour hike after this. Later, Uncle Am told us that it should have been a two-hour hike, with the unclear map on where to go. Other classes got lost, but managed to go back of course. Our hike was fun-filled, because it was kinda educational. Mount Ophir came back to me with all the rocks and what nots. I even spotted a dead puffer fish which was washed up the shore. And also land which was burnt together with coconut husks to make mosquito repellents or something. And finally, (maybe) an abandoned "cafe" which operated before the last time Uncle Am was here.

When the hike was over, we got back to our usual spot near the campfire ring and rehearsed our skid for the night. We decided to show the scene in the hall, the scene where the class cheered on james, zhijun knocked the guy down and where chavalit flung his limbs about. We also decided to do the Billibanja and something langka. lol.

We were supposed to have our break, bathe, rest or whatever, but Aziz, Bazilah, Hazirah, Hafiz, Amirah and me stayed back to rehearse some more on the cheers and everything. Which... Also resulted to a little cam-whoring. Hehehe :D Thats what i do best at.

We had our dinner and quickly made use of the time we had to rehearse some more. And also.. A little cam-whoring never hurts anyone.

... Maybe, just maybe except for chavalit, it might hurt.

He's missing Loola even before we've gone back to Singapore.

After our final rehearsals with everyone around, the campfire officially started with the "admiralty ooooooi-s" and whatnot. Our class space for the campfire is the worst. ever. All the smoke was coming towards us, which made ALL of our eyes water. So we shifted to the opposite of us, but shifted back again. I was sitting at the second row, behind hafiz and beside aziz. So they like kinda offered their caps to me. I declined 'cos if i took any of the caps, im kinda selfish. So, Ms Rita asked us to move again. And Hafiz said something like "why move and move? very tiring"

That kinda upset Miss Rita, so she said "if you dont want to move, you can just stay there". So we all moved. It kinda upset me too, since Miss Rita asked us to move for our own good.

The campfire was boring as hell. But during our performance, no one seemed to watch. Lol. So did every other performance lah. So while we were supposed to change scenes or something, i had no idea why amirah had to hit me. And she bloody hit my back, which was at my spine. And if you dont know already, it hurts a lot.

I accompanied Miss Rita to the toilet in their room, and the room was cramped, no doubt, but it looked every bit like a holiday resort at some beach place.

I went back myself, since the teachers had some meeting and the campfire was over. When i returned, they all like asked me if Miss Rita was crying or what, 'cos she sounded like she was. But i told them that it was probably the smoke.

It was time for the de-brief by our instructors, and we told Uncle Am what happened. He said we cannot apologize to her now, but do it tomorrow. He told us what time we're supposed to be in bed by, and the gathering time tomorrow. And 80% of our stuff should be packed by tonight.

Bathed, and lights out.

Day 3 of Sec 3 Adventure Camp

Gathered, had breakfast as usual. God, their pineapples are sweeeeet. We're supposed to kayaking today. But the waters doesnt allow us to do it. Its low tide, and we cant kayak ):

BUT, its ok, really. We get to do our sea walk all the way to the other island, which is pretty far. But lotsa corals and rocks, and starfishys! Oh oh! Mini crabs and black squishy things that urines.

We applied sunscreen before setting off. Boy, was it a funny sight. Zhijun cant even apply sunscreen properly!

Off we go, along with Instructor Kimberley (Uncle Am had to "take care" of whatever stuff) and two other natives or something.

Courtesy of Mr Low.

I was far up infront.

And that was kinda the end of Camp Loola.

We all went to bathe in the damned toilet for the last time. For the first time, i felt happy bathing in it, since it was gonna be my last. Hahaha.

We'll all be going back to society! Where communication takes place. Hohoho. Lovely toilets, and macdonalds, here i come~!~!~!

-Oh how drama.

Anyways, after bathing, we packed up our remaining 10% of junk, and got ready to leave. I even asked them all who are in the tent to say goodbye to my Kappas. Lol. If i didnt throw my Kappas away, i doubt i'd have any space to keep my stuff. My things just "expanded".

Gathered again, and Catherine joined us! She had to go to a wedding in M'sia, so she had to leave with the earlier batch. Took the same old lousy HOT bus to the ferry terminal. Same Falcon 3 ferry back to home- Singapore! Hahaha. Sat at the back part of the ferry, which was different than the front one. It was much more comfortable, and not as dizzy too. Plus, the windows were lower, and everything just got better.

Reached Singapore, and got onto a bus. Suddenly stopped outside Temasek Secondary and the teachers realised we got onto the wrong bus! Ms Rita and Mdm Ng was trying to solve the difficulty while i was making a din at the back by mimicking different people.

Syahid-ah (that guy who likes to act cute and likes saying me act cute) kept saying "Charmaine dont act cute lah". So i was sitting behind him, and mimicked him to weiyi. Lol. Then Aziz liked to say "Really..." in that very mysterious accent, so i mimicked him too. Then he said "what?", and i mimicked it too.

Don't understand, nevermind. Move along!

Ms Rita scolded the people at the back (aka everyone except me!) that they were trying to solve a problem, and we're making noises. So we (oops, including me) shushed.

They got the problem solved, somehow. The same bus took us back to school. And we had to sit in two rows outside the GO.

The teachers asked us to check our belongings if we had mistook Junxing's handphone and wallet. Our dear form teacher said that she trusted us, so she didnt want to check our stuff.

I told Junxing to go home and check his phone box for the imei code. He said that he'd try. Then his mother arrived. We all left, and he said he'd wait till the later batch arrives.

Weiyi, Jiaen (aka Enen), Tang Jie, Helen, and me went to Woodlands Mart's Macs for dinner. Amirah and Bazilah and maybe some others went to eat forks and spoons (inside thing).

The ones who went to macs all felt like shitting! But, only Weiyi and Tang Jie went, 'cos their's were already at the customs. Meaning, the shit was about to come out already. There should be no delay, if not they'd shit in their pants. Lol. Enen's lame metaphor. Hahahah. I refused to shit at Woodlands Mart. I hate shitting outdoors. Gives me a sense of insecurity. Hah lame! But anyways, we were comparing food to waste products that are passed out through the anus.

Tang Jie's prosperity chicken burger resembled shit, Jiaen's salad resembled something! But, no, i dont wanna spoil appetites. It just looked disgusting.

Went home and shitted. It felt great! Three days of not shitting. Probably due to lack of water intake and the unsightly toilet squat things and the fear of not enough water to wash the shit away.

Seriously, people shit and didnt bother to flush. It was either that- or they just didnt bother. And, there were even sanitary pads thrown in the "dustbin" without being covered or even plastic bags. People these days! Tsk tsk.

Anyways, enough about toilets and unsightly stuff!

Ps: I havent gotten photos from Helen yet. Some other time. This post is already late! Much too late.
Pss: I'll put the date as the one which we've arrived from Singapore.

2007-03-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

Camp is tomorrow, and I'VE NOT PACKED!

Bought travel pack toothpaste and Quaker's Chewy Apple Granola Bars. Tried one this morning, and mm-hmm, its de-li-cious.

During SST, sat with most of Terrimc and Weiyi and Bazilah and Amirah (that selenge!). I tried doing Social Studies questions (what was that called again?). They all did E.Math, but i couldnt 'cos i lent mine to Jia En and Weiyi.

After SST, had to go home 'cos my mom sent me a message saying that i must go home and pack and dont eat rubbish outside 'cos she cooked.

Watching the Dance Floor makes me wanna groove~

2007-03-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

Camp is coming to me all too soon. And just this past week, i was so excited about it. But now, i think its coming too soon for my liking.

Went over to yi-ma's house to borrow some stuff from marisa. Jacket (from jason korkor), shoes, swimming costume, torchlight, and camera. And i think thats about it. I haven't exactly gathered all my stuff for packing, but its either now to take or never. Since Camp is just 3 (or 4, depending on how you count it) days away.

Watched the first episode of One Litre of Tears, and i think its worth to watch, since comments are good. I shall continue the rest some other time.

2007-03-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

On Monday & Tuesday, I didnt feel like blogging. But felt obliged to on Tuesday.

Practically everyday of this week after school was spent at Macdonald's, and reaching home late.

On thursday, during Fnn, we made spring rolls! Yumm. Till today, i just realised that turnip is what you call "Mang guang". We could have used bamboo shoots too, but we wont want to fight for food with the pandas now, do we?

Yesterday, volleyball was canceled probably due to the rain and sat with amirah, shahiira, nizam and rifah. They were waiting for Bazilah. Halfway through, shahiira and amirah went to send rifah off.

I was listening to Chocolate's nano then "Here Without You" came on, so i nudged him and said "Eh your favourite song!". He took over one side of the ear piece, then we both started singing. HE was singing loudly la. So he asked "Anyone looking?" No one was, and he started to sing even louder. Then Shahiira and Amirah returned.

And "Hero" was playing. Amirah took the earlier abandoned earpiece from the table and started singing with me. Bwahahaha. Lightning stuck us and we started camwhoring.

AND, we went to macs after this. Oh-so-fattening. I know i shouldnt be bothering, and im not. But i just like to somehow point out my mistakes, then the other voice of mine would just ignore it. Teehee.

Today is just slack. Homework in the afternoon, came over to gran's house then used computer. Ahma made soon kweh.

PS: While i was copying this whole post (the "ctrl+c"), this "Compose" part became blank, and my heart really really stopped. I was so damn afraid this post would just poof* and disappear. But it turned out because i typed the word verification wrongly.

2007-03-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

IKEA with Family. (AGAIN?!)

Done & Out.
I love to shop!

2007-02-27T19:37:00.000+08:00

Found some great pictures and decided to share.

Who's emo like that?

Dog and Kangaroo = Dogaroo?

Red, luscious lips.

Soul-touching love song.

tender-loving gentle touch.

I love her hair!

Looks abit like Kelly Clarkson and one of The Veronicas.

More next time.

2007-02-24T19:03:00.000+08:00

Marc's laughter is really really weird.
He's like watching Mr. Bean on Disney, and his laughs are like HE HE He he he.

Really funny lah. But this is totally random crap.

Im aching like ALL OVER. Probably because of the ~~enthusiastic~~ morning run, and the bloody tiring volleyball training yesterday.

Oh, and maybe because of the playing in the rain.

Its like, back to childhood la.

We really jumped on puddles, tried to slide down the slope, ran around, and kicked rainwater at each other.
Yup, the absolute FUN! :DD

Oh, and because i've used the laptop for hours, and only got out of the seat once, to go to the toilet.

Ok, crap.

2007-02-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

BIGGGGG update.
warning: lots of pictures!

Sofa Hunting in Jurong.

Cornrolls, braids, and.. more Braids.

Believe me, i wore this hair to school the next day. And kept freaking out when i saw mr nahar and mr teo.

Reunion Dinner: How? I have nothing to wear!

I was fussing over what to wear, because i havent even bought any clothes for cny. Which was pathetic counting the countless times i went shopping for 'em. >:

whiny

~~Paul Twohill-trying-to-be?~~

Rest of reunion photos, till next time.

2007-02-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

Sidenote: I still can't open my blog. This blog has been functioning for its third year now, and nothing is gonna bring us (my blog & i) down :D

-

I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM SO HAPPY TODAY. Its like, im talking and smiling at the same time for no reason lah. Bwahahahaha. Maybe because its the CNY.

Anyway, SST rocked bigggggg time today. Sat with Jiaen, Tang Jie, Helen, Suan Lerk, Weiyi and Shee Min the Rabbit! Hehehehe.

So i kept mimicking them. Cos its superrrr duperrr fun. Once they were singing chinese songs, and i actually tried following. Which resulted in blabbering chinese words with a off-tune tune. HAHAHA. It was hilarious because my jaw and back really really ached. And the last time i had that was super long ago.

Update for Combined Humanities trip is to Darwin, Australia. AND THATS MADNESS. I wanna go soooooo badly. Mr Andy told us that it would be more based on project stuff. Like, blogging, commercial videos. Of course both which i am able to (but lousily perhaps). Blah, i wanna go!

I HAVE PICTURES! I HAVE PICTURES!
but sorry people, im in a bloody rush.

toodles~

2007-02-20T19:37:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh. This is madness.this is madness.

Math Students Love Letter

My Dear Love,

Yesterday, I was passing by your rectangular house in trigonometric
lane. There I saw you with your cute circular face, conical nose and
spherical eyes, standing in your triangular garden.

Before seeing you, my heart was a null set, but when a vector of
magnitude (likeness) from your eyes at a deviation of theta radians
made a tangent to my heart, it differentiated.

My love for you is a quadratic equation with real roots, which only
you can solve by making good binary relation with me. The cosine of
my love for you extends to infinity. I promise that I should not
resolve you into partial functions but if I do so, you can integrate
me by applying the limits from zero to infinity.

You are as essential to me as an element to a set. The geometry of
my life revolves around your acute personality. My love, if you do
not meet me at parabola restaurant on date 10 at sunset, when the
sun is making an angle of 160 degrees, my heart would be like a
solved polynomial of degree 10.

With love from your higher order derivatives of maxima and minima,
of an unknown function.

HOW THE HELLLLLL CAN SOMEONE EVEN WRITE LIKE THAT?
This is like absolute madness.Ugh---

2007-02-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

Oh. After about 8 days not online, and not using the computer, and about half a day using the computer,

I JUST REALISED I HAVE 32 UN-READ EMAILS!

Which is like, madness! AH ah AH ah AH~~

2007-02-20T15:10:00.000+08:00

last week was common test week. and all i mostly did was go to causeway point to look for clothes. AND i got 11/15 for my geography common test.

-

so, let's start this formal.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!

yuppppp. its new year ALREADY.
and its also the pig year. -oinks

wahahahha.

went house visiting aka red packet collecting aka paying respects on monday.

yesterday, which was tuesday, we didnt go anywhere except for a car ride, from woodlands to harbourfront, to bukit batok, to thomson. bought pizza to eat, then went to gran's house to take some stuff. went home and watched tv.

we actually wanted to go night safari, and japanese garden. but... it was raining/drizzling/showering almost the whole day.

today. we went to only one house to visit. and afterwards came over to my gran's.

i think my shirt is stinky, and the smell is nauseating. but the everyone thinks its fine. i dont think there's any problem with me, but it stinks.

okay, this is such a short post, and i really, really miss blogging, but im like, SO lazy. i hope i can blog more often. pictures up later~

i can't open my blog, no idea why. but sophia says she can. ><

2007-02-11T18:06:00.000+08:00

MONDAY, 5th FEBRUARY.

I actually came over to my gran's. BUT i didnt blog because i didnt have pictures and it seems boring.

TUESDAY, 6th FEBRUARY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA!

I stepped on shit today. To be exact, its actually dog poo. During PE! So damn... ugh! Its like freaking disgusting and smelly la. What "An Unfortunate Day". Sounds like a story right? It is la! In the "Thoughts and Expressions 2" book. AND the story was written by me. Its like i narrate my life... NOT. So i went one side sockless for the rest of the day. Even went through floorball game. Hahaha.

During Lights today, Mrs Lim came to sort of relieve Ms Rita, 'cos she had to go for some course. So i borrowed Gorilla's sock. Hahaha, and he had to go one side sockless. Awww, so nice right, but HAHAHA.

He so damn funny, cos when he sits, can see the socks. So he kindo looks like a ah-pek. Returned him his sock only after SST.

Lured Samantha to Shuhua's block. But they wanted to go macs to have some stuff first. Its all part of the plan to prolong time. Hehehe.

So, after macs, to shuhua's block, the fun began. I didnt wanna get all dirty (placing my uniform before fun), so i offered to take pictures.

I have no idea the pictures would turn out this small, forgive me, and pardon my laziness to re-edit. Maybe i'll do it, when im not in a rush. Like, now.

WEDNESDAY, 7th FEBRUARY.

Went to MACS after SST today. With weiyi and amirah. Camwhoreeee!

The pictures are turning out very small =x

SOMEDAY, WE'RE GONNA BE YOGA PRACTITIONERS. Muahahaha.

THURSDAY, 8th FEBRUARY.

Crappy Crap.
I love Crab.

FRIDAY, 9th FEBRUARY.

The day where O level results are released. I swear i was even more nervous then my sister.Really, i was clutching her "purse-kinda-thing" and my palms were sweaty.

Mr Teo asked why Cherilyn and I weren't in the court, so i told him to wait, and that we'll be going later. That was then he knew that my sister and i were sisters. Hahaha. Slow lah, and he said we dont look alike. Well, Whatever!

Im not gonna reveal how much my sister got, because someone's* gonna say im loud-mouthed. Hint: Its at my tagboard!

Went to volleyball, and really really, felt like melting la. The heat was intolerable.

After volleyball, waited for a cab with cherilyn, then went home la. So damn tired. Didnt even really exercised.

SATURDAY, 10th FEBRUARY.

Innova JC Fun Fair. Anthea said it was kinda pathetic. I thought it was rather okay, in the beginning, but the heat got on my nerves and i thought otherwise.

On the way there, i thought the weather was beautiful la. BUT, i was SOOOOOO wrong!

Overall, wrong company would make the whole thing suck. But lucky. Hahaha.

The heat made me have a stooooopid damnnnnnnnnnn migraine la. UGH.

PS: I think i do too much "ugh-s" thats why i always have lotsa phlegm ):

2007-02-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

Everybody listen all over the world
I got a story 'bout my favorite girl (Wait a minute)

Oh, my baby sexy for sure
I had to have him when he walked through the door (Wait a minute)

She was 'bout to drive me insane
She come with drama while I'm giving her chains (Wait a minute)

I'm focused but I'm losing control
He only wants me for my body zone (Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

Minding my business, I was doing my thing
Got my attention, so I gave him a chance (Wait a minute)
Did I mention he was buying a bar?
Gave him my number, he was trying so hard (Wait a minute)
Bought me some things I didn't want, didn't need
Dropped down his jeans like I'm supposed to drop to my knees (Wait a minute)
He been blowing up my phone like he know me
Been leaving messages "You know what you owe me" (Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)
Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

What is your problem daddy?
Slow your roll
Who you think you jiving?
You're disturbing my flow (Wait a minute)
Why you be bugging?
Like I'm some kind of hoe
Got no more questions and I want you to go
So break (Break)

Hey, let me talk to you for a minute
Shut up...shut up

I love the way you strut
Girl, you already know
But, I'm feeling like you don't want me
You just after my dough

Baby, please, I'm fine
I'm not one of these hoes
Chasing dreams not diamond rings
So don't call me no more
(Wait a minute)

Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)
Girl, why you do me like that?
You take all my money
Can't even call a player back (Wait a minute)
Boy, why you tripping like that?
You think 'cause you tricking you get it just like that? (Wait a minute)

See, I don't want your money
Yeah, I seen you rolling up here
In your cadillac
But, I don't need all that
It is a nice color though
(Wait a minute)

What they call you, Mr. Tin man or something?
See, I don't want your cars
I don't want your jewelry
You can't buy this
So you can keep that
Wait a minute...
Uh yeah, you can give that back

2007-02-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

Its just slack today. ):

BUT i have pictures!

Kindo funny. Hehehe.

Took this some time back. Like, longggggggggg ago.

Which is nicer? I personally prefer the left one :D

Wipe your drool.

2007-02-03T15:06:00.000+08:00

Monday
Causeway Point after school with weiyi. She wanted to buy prezzie for andy.

Tuesday, Wednesday
SST.

Thursday
Happy Birthday WEIYI and ANDY!

The whole class sang the birthday song for like 3 times? We wanted to sing during FT period too, but stupid CHACHA slipped his mouth and told Ms Rita that we already sang it thrice >: We attracted attention from over-grass 4E2. They sang it in the morning too. Lol.

During SST, i had Physics and Chemistry remedial. Mr Saw said that if he goes through the worksheet, all of us will pass. And Mr Thoo was being kinda cranky.

After SST, went to Macs to eat with Terrimc, Junhao, Jeannie, Hazirah, Amirah and Bazilah. Weiyi had this innocent thought that so many of us were just there to eat. But the truth is so not!

Everyone ate, then all of us wanted ice-creams. So they asked Weiyi to clip up her fringe, that Mr Heeha was gonna check. And Samantha said "Its all for your own good". Hohoho. Yes it was.

Tangjie and them went to buy, so jiaen, shuhua dno who asked weiyi to go to the stationery shop with them. So when we all got our ice-creams, we all walked nearer and nearer to weiyi and she knew what was gonna happen already. So she said la.

Hahaha. Super fun.

the before shoots

the diiiirty shots

the after shot

The Unhappiest Birthday Girl.

Friday
Morning run with Kuku. Weiyi dno hip or what pain, so told mr mike, and he asked her to go rest or something.

So tired and itchy. My thighs were red and itchy again! Then amirah asked me to scratch and run at the same time=.= so ugly! Hahaha. Then i was negotiating with her on where to run. So started at the slope going upwards. Ran till the turn and i was damn tired. So she went ahead first. Hahah. Saw Mr Teo and then started running so he wouldnt have the chance of calling me a disgrace again.

Got 23/25 for math class test on Indices. So damn happy la! Im second highest in class, and first is Syahid-ah. If one of the question i put a positive infront, then i would have scored the same as Syahid-ah. Damn! But nevermind, i must work harder!

Chemistry test. Mr Saw asked us to study the condenser yesterday. But none of it came out. And even before the test, i was asking the whole class if anyone knew what was water in for. But it seemed to me like no one knew, and i had to shut up.

Mr Saw had to comment that my voice is sharp. I know la. But it really seemed super sharp today. And like almost everyday i comment on myself that my voice seem so sharp. Then that gorilla had to mimic me):

Once we handed in our scripts then we had to leave already. Yay! Go East Coast Park for the Project Vibrant Colours. Today is just the rehearsal. Tomorrow, 3 February 2007, marks the end of the four-month long journey.

BUT! I dont think its sad! Let's celebrate!

2007-01-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Fabulous thai dinner.

2007-01-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

Not going hospital already. I sound so why-are-we-not-going-i-wanna-go-so-badly over the phone with my mom. Lol. Seriously i dont know why i have the urge to wanna go to the hospital. Despite the smell, the cold icky feeling. No idea, at all.

Or maybe its because i wanna see how he is, after so many months ):

I've sucessfully nick-named some of the chalet people! Muahaha.

Jithao- Jitjit to JuJu
Lit Kwong-Kong Kong
Weihong- Hong Hong
Marisa- (is already) MerMer
Weebin- WEEWEE! eh actually bin bin also can. HOHOHO.

Oh, weebin called me mainy=.= jithao called me piggy =.=' weihong called me main main T.T

HAHAH but whatever! their nicks so much nicer.

DUH!

Litkwong requested to change to Kwong Kwong, so i suggested LiLi. LOL.
Weebin also unhappy, so i suggested weewee or leelee! Hehehe.

And now, jitjit is asking why am i so high=.=

2007-01-28T14:52:00.000+08:00

Friday

Chem lesson is the best today. Because of a prank we played on Ahmad.
He was like kinda sleepy la. At first was only price tags, and in total costing only $2.90. So everyone said "aiyo ahmad, so cheap ah?"

So he suspected something la, then put his hand on his back to touch, then junxing quickly took his hand away and said "nothing la".

THEN, Amirah wrote "IM HOT!" on foolscap, attached it to scotch tape, then passed to Junxing to stick it on his back. When lesson was over, but teacher not out yet, he went to pick up something, and then since everyone was standing and waiting to greet, the only movement was from him, so everyone laughed. The whole class laugh, and it was super funny.

If only he laughed, everyone would just laugh harder since he's laughing at something funny which he apparently doesnt know.

After SS re-test (not because i failed, but because i didnt have the mood to write anymore after losing blood and the answers were crappy), and decorating of classroom, went down to look for weiyi. Sit at the water cooler near the canteen there and talk talk. Or more like bicker with chengzhong >< Yesterday, Saturday

I was really really busy with some stuff. I shan't reveal here for now, but i think later it will come out in the open, right hereeeeeeeee :D

Yeah yeah.

I finished ALLLLLL my homework- fnn, chemistry, and geography,
EXCEPT for math. Oh the eveil one.

2007-01-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

kinda busy now. update again. later y'all!

2007-01-25T18:48:00.000+08:00

Came home early from school today.
Like skipped half a day.

Hey! Can't blame me.
I have stomachache and my back is killing me.

Im like an old woman): back is super pain.

Reached home and slept from 11-1+

Today is boring la. I keep forgetting to wrap my damn math notebook=.=

Was supposed to go to NYP today. If i went, i'd have seen the chalet people and even MARISA ): why o why am i so unluckyyyyyyyyyy?

I realised my sentences are like one line and one line. Nothing much to elaborate on. I think i go dig my aunt's room to see what i can find to wrap my notebook then i can get lollipops. HEHEHE :D

2007-01-25T18:38:00.000+08:00

He has cancer all over the body. He's only left with 3-6 months to live. He is about 82 this year. He has Senile Dementia. He is dying soon. And he's my Granduncle.

I remember in 2005, during CNY, when we went for visiting, he still looked so healthy. Although he's quiet and all, he looked really healthy. Plus he has cute dogs.

And in 2006, we went to visit him in the nursing home. He couldnt remember what he had for lunch, or what he ate. He was really weak, and can barely walk.

Today, my family just found out he has cancer. All over the body. Just admitted in NUH today, and yi-ma called to break the news. Kinda sad isnt it? Found out only when all the cancer cells have spreaded.

And then, my mom said its similar to my popo's.

Okay, anyways, back to the same topic, death is really horrifying to me. At least to me lah. AND dont mock me.
Ugh, whatever.

I think we're gonna go visit him on the weekends. Oh wait, i just remembered at ahma told me that one of my aunts invited us to her house. Omg.

2007-01-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

Monday
I thought i'd be able to come over to my gran's and blog. But i was so wrong. I forgot i had the exact same entrepreneur course. Anyway, its the last day. Hohoho.

In the end, our money tallied up to 134 BizBucks. Didnt really do the math to count the profit and all. Everyone's really all around the place. Hanying threw money all around our class. EVERYONE scrambled to pick it up. Lol. Maybe except for some -ahem- righteous -ahem- group. LOL.

Tuesday
I had chinese remedial today while almost everyone else is in the library. Mrs Tan taught us.

Wednesday
Ohmyfreakinggod. I had to go up stage. All because they were too blind to see that my name was marked that i had gone to remedial. I. Feel. So. Freaking. Accused. Anyways, from up there, i saw Mrs Tan looking so stunned and blur! Hahahaha.

Today is probably the day i said 'omg' the most. Did almost nothing during SST. Its like, i talked and talked=.= I can't stop immitating people la. Its so hilarious!

And, Shee Min looks like Rabbit from Winne The Pooh. Really, when she was laughing and covered her mouth, i saw the resemblance. And afterwards, asked Weiyi and Samantha to look too. Samantha saw the resemblance too. Weiyi is just... Blind. LOL. Kidding.

Halfway through SS test, i had a freaking nosebleed. Urfgh. Ran to the toilet, and dripped all over my uniform. I didnt know what to do, so i just kept rinsing and rinsing and the blood kept flowing. I didnt have any tissue on me lah.

One uncle came in to refill the soap thingy, then he realised i was having a N.B so he said that i shouldnt rinse like that. It wont work. So he asked the auntie to take toilet paper for me and to dab water on my forehead.

The auntie was really nice. Haha, she hadnt encountered any like this before. I was amazed at how healthy she is just because she didnt have any nosebleeds before. God!

Endured the dirty uniform, through SST (Structured Study Time for "academic excellence").

ANDDDDD OMG. Mr Teo is now the volleyball teacher-in-charge. Holy McCow! Now, can't skip trainings for no reasons anymore. And thats another reason that we have to run during PE, so we wouldnt be said as a "disgrace". Booooooo everything sucks.

2007-01-21T14:36:00.000+08:00

Im bored.

And there's always the Jimmy Neutron voices coming from the tv speakers. Yes, my sis is watching. I dont have a earpiece on hand, so its not like i can just submerge myself in the songs. And, i have to tolerate the "Think, think, think...!", and Sheen's stupid voice. Bahhhhh-

Oh, we watched American Pie: Band Camp just now. Rated R. Wahahhaa. Its kinda hilarious. But sick.

Tad Hilgenbrinck

He kinda looks like jim carrey, kinda looks like sean william scott from Dude, Where's My Car?.

Arielle Kebbel

I think she looks abit like jennifer love hewit. My sis says she looks like amanda bynes at some part.

The movie is about this band camp that Matt (Ted) is sent to as punishment for spraying pepper-spray on the bandmember's mouthpiece. And they were supposed to play for graduation. Im lazy to include the other stuff. So, move along.

Going out in a few, so i thought i'd just blog for a bit. Im not sure whether Bugis is a good idea on a sunny, hot sunday. It would sure be crowded, but i cant wait to get my hands on solid clothes. Bwahahahaha xD

And while im typing all these shit, im eating half-melted McFlurry, courtesy of marisa's maid. She's so nice. She went out, and even though marisa's parents alr asked her not to buy anything back, she even bought 4 or 5 prosperity burger meals from Macs. Where are all the maids from the same kind? God, weiyi hates her maid. I think she'd like someone like Auntie Hazel. Wahahahaa.

I think im just gonna blog about whatever that comes to my mind till my parents come. Boo.

I guess im not gonna be online much from next week onwards. Probably only on Mondays. The reason is simple-REMEDIALS. Like on tuesdays-thursdays. WHICH definitely sucks lots. The new time-table has "arrived". Recess is back to normal timings, which would mean no more starving (YAY). BUT i still hate the damn schedule (not pronounced as ske-dule. the other one).

We played Hang Man again the past week. And i learned, "a murmuration of starlings" a collective noun. But its not like im gonna use it.

Oh yeah, on Friday, i had english class test. The test is absolutely brain-cracking, nerve wrecking. Its SO goddamn hard, and its a past year o-level paper. Even the ones which i attempted while my sis was doing, it was even easier than my class test. Im so gonna flunk, and i cant even remember what was "gruesome", so i just cracked my brain for a word, and the only one which came, was "disgusting" so i put it down. Summary would be done in 30 minutes on Monday. Im so sc-rewed. I definitely need more than that for Summary. I didnt even have time on friday to look for points. Plus, i have to copy them out, cancel and change, and then write it down in continous form. Damn!

Im all set and ready to go, but my dad's not here yet. The chocolate chip are all stuck in my teeth. So imma go rinse them off and gussy up. But of course, i'll have to post this first. Plus, i think my bladder's gonna burst.

So im gonna run to the toilet on the count of three. Alright bye. 1... 2... 3...

2007-01-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Im a sinner :C
I've sinned by sending Marisa the dumb lianlian. I made her hooked on it. Like some kinda dope.
Ok crap.

Im fucking tristful. Or upset, or sad, or unhappy.
The all have the same meaning-gloomy/sad/sorrow.

I havent felt like this in a long time, but i did. I know the reason why, but im not gonna include it in here. It shall be my deepest darkest secret. Seriously, i dont think anyone's gonna know it, unless i scream it out in rage la.

MyUnexpressedTeenageAngst-

2007-01-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

There was this day, Thursday i think, we were having English/lights/ft/assembly. So we had to play a game. Kinda lame, but i dont know how to describe it. The most important key is to know how to sabotage people. Muahahaha. And i got sabo-ed :\ sad.

So, Sadruddin talked.

Sad /sud/: When the first time i saw you, you like very chinese. Like not good in english like that.
ME: -wide-eyed- -shrieks/scream/sob- WHAT?! ME?! OMG!
Sad: No, really.
ME: HUH.): ):
Sad: No offence la. But im just saying what i think.
ME: -already sad and pouting-

LOL. He actually said im china (/cheena/). Omg. Freaking china! How can that even possibly be?! -HORRIFIED-

So Weiyi had to rub salt in.

Weiyi: Actually when the first time i saw you at the volleyball court there, i thought you guai guai one leh.
ME: EH i sec one same class leh. Why only see me at the volleyball court there? I very guai what. NO MEH? -shoots evil looks-
Weiyi: Ya... But i didnt really notice you.
Me: How can you not?! Im so noticeable!
Weiyi: Im just telling you...
Me: ):): thats so sad!

Oh yeah, forgot to include in the earlier post that i had the SAME entrepreneur course as last year on thursday. My team mates are Aziz, Syahid-ah, Sinwan, Hilmi and Weiyi. Okay, weiyi didnt wanna join them at first. But i'd already asked Aziz. So thats like kinda mean.

Helen and all actually asked us to join them, but i said that i already ask them. I regret, really. Because they're just a bunch of crap, except for Aziz and Syahid-ah i guess. Haha. And Syahid-ah makes pretty ribbons out of straws! Lovely! I kept one for myself. Actually the only one he made. So nice.

The damn entrepreneur course reminds me of what happened last year. The start of everything, the end of everything, the start of emo thing, the *quarrel.

The MAJOR quarrel which everyone knew about, the MAJOR quarrel which split us all up, the MAJOR quarrel which i cried over, the MAJOR quarrel which made me believe that there's nothing forever, the MAJOR quarrel which ended my slacker ways.

Yes, im part thankful, part remorseful, and fully upset. People think i've already forgiven and forget. But, that isnt true, not at all. The scene re-enacts over and over in my mind which is saddening, but it also made me treasure and cherish what i have now.

Im gonna go sleep now, and cry my heart out.. NOT. HAHAHA! Really, im not. I've matured out of this experience.

2007-01-19T22:57:00.000+08:00

Sorry y'all. Two week update in one post.

Tuesday: Went to Pasir Panjang Distripark, 151, Mellon Commercial Pte Ltd. Wanted to get sponsership of unwanted pens for PVC. Failed, because we didnt have the necessary documents. BUT, the woman was willing to give us another chance.

Wednesday: PVC meeting. Kelveen came, and was rather pissed with the whole group. Because they kept drifting off topic and speaking in malay.

Thursday: Sold Kacang Putih to teachers and students! Hehehe. All opened packets gone!

Friday: Went to Mellon Commercial again. I dont think she's really all that busy, since i even managed to fix an appointment with her yesterday! So mad. She finally agreed, and we gain. Yay.

Saturday: Studying with my sister, marisa, sky, weizhi, and weebin. Hahaha went to Crescent park afterwards and talked. The topics came and went.

Weizhi: Say three hobbies.
Me: I like to talk nonsense.
Everyone: Ya can see.
Me: =( Hmmm skip first.
Sky: I like to play basketball.
Weebin: Sleep.
Weizhi: Eat, spend money and something else.
Marisa: Hmmm.
Me: Maple Maple Maple.
Marisa: =.=
My sis: Hmmm.
Marisa: Fiction Press!
My sis: Ya i like reading..

Me: Whats your favourite music genre?
Weizhi: Punk rock.
Me: Huh punk rock? Like what?
Weizhi: MCR.
Marisa: Everything except techno.
Weebin: DBSK.
Sky: Sentimental.
Weizhi: Aiya love songs say love songs la.
My sister: RnB
Me: Everything except techno and classical. Oh and i hate DBSK!
Weebin: Wah personal attack. I like RnB and sentimental.

Sky: Whats your ambition?
Weebin: Freelancer.
Some: Freelance what?
Marisa: interior design right? that time during the chalet you said what.
Weizhi: (seriously i cant remember what he said)
Marisa: Veterinarian.
Sky: Resort manager.
Marisa: That time you say you want to learn Resort and Tourism or something like that right?
Sky: Ya.
Marisa: Then next time i go wherever you have to be my tourguide.
Me: Director. Hahaha!
Some inconsiderate people: HUH. You sure anot?

Its like, subject hopping/surfing. Kinda boring, but i was in the lame mood. So what to do? Entertain myself by making lame jokes la!

Sunday: Marisa's house. Gotta fetch my sis and her there. Marisa needs immediate attention regarding homework. Hahaha. Worst than me sia. I dont even have such urgencies. xD

Monday: Didnt go to school today ^^ Hey! I had a headache due to the rain yesterday, and i over-slept. Bwahahaha. Yes i know, mad to have overselpt. Panicked like crazy in bed.

Ms Rita called me, which woke my mom up, which gave an excuse for me, and hit me afterwards. Not caning! But its just some hits lor. Which she does, ALL THE TIME. It doesnt actually hurt or anything, but it kinda itches afterwards. She told me to expect a scolding from my dad later.

BUT. Instead of getting the usual earful from him, he even joked about since i didnt go to school, i have to feed him bread for breakfast. I didnt, but i continued doing whatever i was doing.

AND, all the library books i borrowed are crap. Disgustingly boring to me.

Tuesday: Republic Poly today, after school. Came as total surprise.

Before we boarded the bus, i complained to weiyi that there's this lousy bus, when she was refilling her bottle. Karma came, and we got that damn bus. I mean like, i have never been this 'lucky' ALL my life! Great!

I know i'd get one word: Spastic.

I kinda like this picture. Not the mouth la=.= The hair. Lol. Eh not even mine can! Mine isnt so long, its someone else's head la. Hahaha.

No hotties =x

Wednesday & Thursday: My dearest Amirah is ABSENT! Eye-infection. Wonder how it looks like.

Skipped volleyball =x Im so lonely in class):

Friday: Which is today. I finally caught up with myself. Hahaha.

Skipped volleyball again! I am so... tired, lazy, fat, bothered about the fact that i havent been to volleyball every since the school re-opened. Im worried about my cca points la. Lol. Since i've missed a grand total of 6 trainings. SIX! Its alot. Hahaha.

Going shopping tomorrow. Yay! I hope they actually dont get as tired, but we have to go so late, because marisa has piano lessons right smack in the middle of the day.

2007-01-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

School today was... FUN! Okay, maybe not fun la. But it was better, and less-sleepy. Maybe its because i start to sleep earlier. Okay, like 15-30 minutes earlier. But its a great improvement! At least better when i lie in bed and toss and turn right. Hehehe :D

Mr Ong is so... sweaty. His shirt so jialat! Soaked thoroughly. Disgusting! See already make me stress, plus he talks so fast, and as you all know, the girl beside me got a bit problem one. Slow-functioning brain. Then i have to like repeat what the teacher said. Hahaha. Okay la cant blame her too. She's born this way. Okok i was absolutely kidding! Hor, Weiyi? xD

Anddddd, i realised Aziz's teeth isnt as white as during Sec1's):): Sitting near him is like reminiscing through Sec1. Like the time when he kept using the class key to hit me, and i placed it in my pencilcase and brought it home. True! I swear. Hahaha.

Fnn was rather fun too. Sitting with Amirah again! Yay yay! =DDD

I find that im always so sensitive about little little things, and get so pissed over nothing=x thats very dumb of me, but i have no control):):

Oh yeah which reminds me, during LIGHTS today, we had this quiz on the internal/external locust of control. i shall see the file, and update more on it some other day.

2007-01-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

Went shopping today, asked marisa and my sis to go, yet in the end, i returned empty-handed.! Ugh. Marisa and my sis got tired out around the evening. Hahaha.

Shopped at Far East first, then went to eat macs. They were hungry. We then went to Wisma, TheFaceShop, like in and out 4-5 times=.= Right... And they were tired.

I realised my posts are getting more thoughtful. Thoughtful as in more on thoughts, and lesser on details and what we actually did. But i did include a rough sketch on what we did, so i guess thats just fine for me.

Even if it isnt fine for you, you're in no position to comment. HAH!

2007-01-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

Yup thats right. School sucks and thats like having no life.

I was just browsing through KennySia and i came across this. Laugh your asses out dudes.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIKAI!

2007-01-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today is sitting day. Sat for almost the whole day.

First was in school. Second was in my dad's rented car, third was in my dad's car. And now, sitting to use the computer. Cool right.

Dad's new car is totally.fetch. I LOVE IT! :D:D:D Its soooo cool and the radio works perfectly fine and i got to stretch my legsssssssssssssss. Yes! FINALLY a car that does allow me to stretch my legs. Okay that was because the seat wasnt adjusted properly, but whatever! Hahaha.

Im so gonna get that frickin' license. Muahahahaha!

2007-01-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

BackToSchool. (just edited some teacher's part)

Havent re-adjusted myself into the sleep-early-wake-up early mode yet. That is so. fustrating.

Yay! I love my form teacher, and i guess she'll only be the teacher i love. Hahahah MISS RITA! :DD She's good man.

I have all new teachers except for her, which is kinda good for all except math): BUT i still have mr mike for PE, which sucks because i want mr tan. He's more of a fun and games kind. Mr mike is mostly fierce during PE. Oooh-scary.

Let me see, i have Mr Andy Koh for Geography, Mrs ~~Chua~~ Lim (formerly ms woon) for Social Studies, Ms Rita for English, Mr Ong for Chemistry, Mr Thoo for Physics, Ms Tan for Chinese, Ms Zuraidah for Math and unknown teacher for Fnn.

Oh and there is what mt group, english group, focus studies. Eh so stupid la! And they even extended curriculum time. Half an hour more, almost everyday. And now our recess is half an hour later, which made me super hungry everyday. And Jessica told me i got gastric today because i didnt know why i had a stomachache and told her where it was.

Oh man, i wanna complain. I wanna scream at Mr. Potato! Because he is so fucking... UGH. And one more he freaks me out everyday because i havent returned him the locker keys)))))):

Oh and weiyi just reminded me that we have homework! Yay english homework. Im happy because i've not done anything for longggg time. I know you must be thinking im mad to be happy. But yeah i am. Hahaha!

English is really fun. I dont understand how can one suck in it since we speak it everyday. I know its different for chinese-speaking families but... I still dont understand. Its just words.

Rayan says:
its very scary to chat with u
Rayan says:
dun know wat u gonna u post on ur blog
i think im going crazy - says:
hahahaha
i think im going crazy - says:
okok la
i think im going crazy - says:
not VERY scary la
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
like
Rayan says:
dunnoe wen its gonna get publicised!

i think im going crazy - says:
we all go drink dutch milk
i think im going crazy - says:
HAHAHA
Rayan says:
hahaha
Rayan says:
clown
i think im going crazy - says:
):
i think im going crazy - says:
)':
Rayan says:
ahhhh
Rayan says:
dun be sad
Rayan says:
ur not sad
Rayan says:
u liar
Rayan says:
i know ur cheerful one
Rayan says:
rightrightright?
i think im going crazy - says:
xD
i think im going crazy - says:
HEHEHE
Rayan says:
i knew it la

Rayan says:
we know each other since wat
Rayan says:
1998
Rayan says:
??
i think im going crazy - says:
=p
i think im going crazy - says:
nope
i think im going crazy - says:
2006
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
nooo
Rayan says:
it was 1998
Rayan says:
u were only 6 yrs old
Rayan says:
we met at the playground
Rayan says:
then u always hid in the dustbin when we played tag
i think im going crazy - says:
=.=
i think im going crazy - says:
i SO did not hide in the dustbin!
Rayan says:
yes u did
Rayan says:
and u were like
Rayan says:
peeking out of the hole

Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
ok
Rayan says:
ur a loser!
Rayan says:
lol
i think im going crazy - says:
=.=
i think im going crazy - says:
shut up.
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
but ur so fun
i think im going crazy - says:
im so fun
i think im going crazy - says:
fun to disturb
i think im going crazy - says:
right right?
Rayan says:
actually ur childish la
i think im going crazy - says:
HAHAHA
Rayan says:
hahaha
Rayan says:
datz y its fun
i think im going crazy - says:
youre right
Rayan says:
i like
i think im going crazy - says:
im totally childish
i think im going crazy - says:
isnt childish funnnn???
Rayan says:
nvr disturb u already okay?
i think im going crazy - says:
hahaha
Rayan says:
YES IT IS!
i think im going crazy - says:
hohoho
Rayan says:
haha

Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
ok
Rayan says:
ur still cuter right?
Rayan says:
i knowww
i think im going crazy - says:
YUP YUP
i think im going crazy - says:
:D:D:D:D
i think im going crazy - says:
HOHOHO
i think im going crazy - says:
xD
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
i mean it
Rayan says:
=) =)

i think im going crazy - says:
YAY
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
u muz be like
Rayan says:
hyper
i think im going crazy - says:
yup skipping
i think im going crazy - says:
hahahah
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
okae
Rayan says:
haha
Rayan says:
its still nice la
Rayan says:
to talk wit u
i think im going crazy - says:
haha
Rayan says:
coz im oso hyper
Rayan says:
then
Rayan says:
like
Rayan says:
meet my match?
Rayan says:
i dunnoe
Rayan says:
hahaha
i think im going crazy - says:
HUH
i think im going crazy - says:
OMG
i think im going crazy - says:
THERES NO ONE IN SCHOOL WHO'S HYPER?
Rayan says:
nah
Rayan says:
i scare everyone away
Rayan says:
lol
i think im going crazy - says:
hahaha

Ok. So pretty interesting conversation. And he says im cute. Awww. No wait. He's still mean. I totally swear. And his new nickname is Sadist Rayan. He says he yearns the pain. And yuck he took pictures of his wounds and asked me to guess what was it. =.= AND i managed to guess correctly. SO DUMB.

Three are waiting to read this post. Muahahaha xD

2007-01-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

In your bedroom you have:
[ ] a television
[x] cd player (but my mom just "stole" it away recently)
[ ] vcd
[ ] dvds
[ ] aircon )))))))))))))):
[ ] mirror on the wall (soon, i swear)
[x] radio
[ ] computer
[x] alot of bears
[ ] bathroom
[x] posters
TOTAL: 4

You are allowed to:
[x] party
[x] go to the mall with friends
[x] eat unhealthy stuff
[x] stay out till past midnight (sometimes?)
[ ] have ur own curfew
[ ] pick your own school
[x] buy your own stuff
[ ] drive anywhere (if im legal)
[x] drink liqour
[ ]curse
TOTAL: 6

Have you ever?
[x] talk back to ur parents
[ ] sneak out at night
[x] been "told" not "scolded"
[x] been out of country
[x] shopped til u drop
[ ] been given more money than u needed
[ ] felt u were heavily guarded
[ ] spent thousands in one store only
[ ] made ur parent(s) cry
[x] yelled at ur maid (when i was super young, i hated her)
TOTAL: 5

DO YOU
[x] have what u need (most i guess)
[x] get what u want (most of the time)
[ ] travel a lot
[ ] have a maid
[ ] have a driver
[ ] get a high allowance (not exactly my idea of a high allowance)
[x] do whatever u want
[ ] have branded clothing
[ ] have a credit card
[x] eat whenever u want
TOTAL: 4

DO YOUR PARENTS
[ ]never scold you for not following your curfew
[ ] give u EVERYTHING u want
[x] trust you
[ ] buy you things for the sake of buying them
[x] give you "extra cash" when you're out somewhere
[x] think u should have the best and only the best
[x] want you to be happy
[x] help you
[x] love you (i think so?)
[ ] pay for the mess you've made (imma good girl)
TOTAL: 6

50% spoilt.

-

Last friend you:
1. Saw: Weebin, Weizhi. (Yeah on Christmas)
2. Talked to on the phone: WEIYI!
3. Texted: MERMER.
4. Got a text from: MERRMERRRR

Today:
1. Tasting: Sweet tooth acting up again.
2. Better than yesterday: The same?
3. What were you doing two hours ago: Playing some lame matching game. (LIANLIAN)

Tomorrow:
1. Is: Saturday.
2. Got any plans: Hog the computer.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: Noise.

Favorite:
1. Number: 2
2. Season: Winter (if only singapore isnt near the equator, then we'd have all four seasons)
3. Color: Purple, HOT Pink, White, Green.

Currently:
1. Missing: Walking in big groups.
2. Mood: Kinda emo?
3. Wanting: Get out of house.

Q&A:
Q: First thing you did this morning:
Asked my aunt to hang out the clothes to dry because the sun is out and im running out of clothes.

Q: Last thing you ate:
Noodle.

Q: What's annoying you right now?:
Stupid slow internet connection.

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
Nah.

Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A WHOLE BUNCH.

Q: Where is the last place you went?:
Kitchen -.-

Q: Do you have any siblings?:
One big but not so big sister.

Q: Do you smile often?:
Who doesnt?!

Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you?:
Maybe?

Q: Do you wish upon stars?:
Havent tried yet.

Q: Are you a friendly person?:
DUH! Hahahaha!

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?:
Aunt's.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
HEHEHEHE. Not revealing =p=p

Q: What were you doing at 12 last night?:
Computer?

Q: Do you have more guy friends or girl friends?:
Hmm. I think after the chalet, guys has triumphed over.

Q: When was the last time you cried?:
Yesterday. Not revealing why too. You'll all know tomorrow. Oops =x

Q: What was the last thing you did before you went to sleep last night?:
Computer.

Q: Take any vitamins?:
Vitamin C. C for Chocolate.

Q: What are you about to do?:
Do another quiz.

Q: Do you ever check your phone while waiting for someone to call?:
Yeah.

Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10?:
7. The missing 3 is because there's a box of German chocolates beside me, and if i eat more of it, i'll grow sideways, im bored, and i have an aching shoulder.

-

01] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
Maybe...? Maybe not...?

O2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
To sell? Yup. Hahaha!

O3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
The kind that makes people cry? Hmmm...?

O4] How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
Dunzo.

O5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Errrr. Eh.... Uh... Um...

O6] Do you think that you should be friends first?
Yeah.

O7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope.

O8] What do you think about long-distance relationships?
Almost impossible?

O9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
EW. What if that other guy turns out to be a fugly old toad?!

1O] Would you rather date someone five years older or younger?
Older, maybe. Younger? No way.

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Dont know?

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater"?
Probably. But i've never heard of this.

13] How many kids do you want to have?
Im like Paris Hilton, CANT BEAR THE PAIN!

14] Do you usually fall for a wrong boy/girl or the right boy/girl?
Wrong. Hahaha. Lame.

15] What is your favorite color(s)?
Purple, HOT Pink, White and Green.

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
Totally cool and unconventional! HAH.

17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Uh, not too sure.

18] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
Thats like so obscene ><>

19] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
From what i know, Guys have very much been around ever since i was born.

2O] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
Dang dang dang dang, dang dang dang dang. LOL.

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Q: NAME 3 FRIENDS WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH AN "A"
Aaron, Aisyah and Amirah.

Q: 4 PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS:
Annisa, Benghui and 2 bangalas/prank callers i guess.

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY? FROM?
"hahaha . realli meh . hahaha . srry la. messaging 2 ppl v blurr. yah we gg causeway." From Mermerrrrr.

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
Yup. Bad habit i know...

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
Nope, but it'd be kinda cool to have wavy kinda hair.

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT/SHOWS YOURE GOING TO?
Let me calculate. -sticks 5 fingers up and pretend to count-

Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
Cool as in act cool or colddddd? -brr-

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY A LOT?
Oh My God, and huh....! and WTH!

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
Noodles.

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
To ahma: Why auntie never off her laptop? (zuo mo gugu mei you guan dian nao?)

Q:DO YOU WATCH TV?
You siao or what? I dont live in the wilderness.

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE DONNIE DARKO?
huh? never heard of.

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
I WANT I WANT! But nope. Expedition yes. At the "forest" opposite wellington primary. Ahhh. Wonderful memories.

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
I think so.

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
Something not so boring.

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
Stupid one.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
Havent experienced before, so maybe not.

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY ?
ME!

Q: IS DRUG-FREE THE WAY TO BE?
HELL YEAH. Say "NO" to Drugs!

Q: ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
Yeah a police siren cant wake me. But the damn garbage truck's stupid noise does.

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
No.

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
Before i was born. Hahaha kidding. Never.

Q:WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
Ahma's house.

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
Never tried.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
The only one was White Chicks, during the chalet.

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYIN FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
YES YES!

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Last:

1. friend you saw: Weebin, Weizhi.
2. Talked to on the phone: WEIYI!
3. Hugged: Narisah, and that was on my birthday-.-
4. Person u texted: Mermer

Today

1. Date: 29th Dec
2. Got any plans: Hog the computer.
3. Dislikes about tomorrow: Noise.

Currently

1. Missing someone: A WHOLE BUNCH.
2. Mood: Bored.

True or False
I am a morning person: True
I am a perfectionist: Quite true.
I am an only child: False
I am currently in my pajamas: Oh man. Secret revealed.
I am online 24/7: False.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: True/False.
I can be paranoid at times: Super trueeeee!
I currently regret something that I have done: False.
I enjoy talking on the phone: True.
I have a lot to learn: True.
I have a secret: True

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1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I think Marisa or my sis? Countdown.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
Nope. I suck at strategies.

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Yeah.

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
Class's.

7. How fast can you type?
Quite averagely.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
Nah.

9. Eye color?
Super dark brown. REALLY! Im telling the truth and only the truth.

11. When is the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
Cant choose.

12. Do you knock on wood?
And say "choy"? No.

15. Can you hoola hoop?
Once or twice only. Hahaha.

16. Are you good at keeping secrets?
Quite well.

17. What do you want for Christmas?
The next one? I want the path to superstardom. Hahahah kidding.

18. Do you know the Muffin Man?
Do i know the muffin man? The muffin man, the muffin man. Do i know the muffin man? No i dont.

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
Nope.

20. Who wrote the book of love?
Adam and Eve?

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
nah.

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
Nahhhhh. There's still a long way to go.

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell?
Dont know.

25. Have you ever asked for a pony?
Nope, its unrealistic. And im so big, cant ride on a pony la.

26. Plans for tomorrow?
Computer.

28. Missing someone now?
A WHOLE BUNCH.

29. When was the last time you told someone 'I love you'?
I cant really remember if i was young and told my parents that. But other than that, no. Yeah im a loser.

31. How are you feeling today?
Bored =x

32. Are you black?
No. But i know some who are.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
Ima gooooooooooooood girl ok!

34. What are you looking forward to?
Sleep, eat, play.

35. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah.

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
No.

38. Can you handle the truth?
What kinda truth first?

39. Do you like green eggs and ham?
Ew. Green eggs? I love ham.

40. What 3 things you always bring w/ you to places?
Handphone, money and crossword puzzle.

41. Any cool scars?
Nope. But i have lotsa ugly ones.

42. Do you like or have a crush on anyone? Do they know?
Maybe..? Maybe not...?

43. How many kids do you plan on having?
I CANT BEAR THE FREAKING PAIN LA.

44. What do you do when no one is watching?
Dig my nose! Lol im totally kidding ok.

45. Have you ever been in love?
Dont think so.

46. Do you talk to yourself?
Yeah. When people ignore me ):

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
Money.

48.Three things about the prefered sex that you first notice?
Looks, Fashion sense, and items.

49.Who are you thinking about right now?
If the computer is a who. Im thinking about the computer.

50. Who did you last hug?
Narisah.

51. Where is your phone?
Before me.

52. What was the last thing you ate?
Chocolate =x Just now was noodles.

54. Favorite Color?
Purple, HOT Pink, White and Green.

55. What is the last movie watched?
In cinemas was Step Up, anywhere else was White Chicks.

56. What song do you currently hear?
Now playing : SugaBabes - Ugly.

57. What do you want?
Money.

58. Would you ever date anyone on your friends list?
Maybe...?

59. What TV show are you watching?
None.

60. When was the last time you praised someone?
Cant remember =x

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1)Who did you last go out with?
Chalet people except Sylvia and Anthea.

(2) What do you want to receive on your birthday?
Lots of presents and surprises.

(3) Reach your hand out to the right. What do you touch?
GERMAN CHOCOLATEEEEEES! :D:D:D:D

(4) What time did you sleep last night?
Around 1am.

(5) What's the wallpaper on your computer?
This computer is The Veronicas. The other one is a mask for masquerades.

(6) What can you hear besides the computer?
Computer doesnt give out sound you dumb. I hear my typing.

(7) Do you agree to the saying "to Forgive is to forget"?
Forgive but cant forget.

(8) When, where was the last time tears started to roll down your cheek?
I think it was yesterday?

(9) What/who makes you happy?
Anyone, everyone.

(10) What makes you sad?
Death of anyone.

(11) What are your favorite books?
J.K Rowling's. Meg Cabot.

(12) What would you like at right at this moment which seems totally impossible?
Clubbing.

(13) Who will you turn to if you have a huge problem that not all your friends know about?
Marisa or sis? Anyway if something really major crops up, i tell weiyi.

(14) What's your favorite song at the moment?
Justin Timberlake - My Love. or
Jesse McCartney - Right Where You Want Me.

(15) What was the last song that kept ringing on your mind last night before you sleep?
Right Where You Want Me.

(16) What was the best event that happened this year?
Losing friends. Note the sarcasm.

(17) Where did you go today?
Toilet and Kitchen.

(18) Last thing you ate?
GERMAN CHOCOLATES ARE LOVEEEEEE :D:D

(19) Who were you with? Were they cool?
Two aunts, and ahma. My ahma and aunts are the coolest! Hhaahah!

(20) Have you gone to the beach just w/ your buddies?
YEAH.

21)Do you love sunsets?
Yup. But i prefer sunrises because its the start of a better day!

22)When is your b-day?
22nd November 1992.

(23)What are your wishes for your birthday?
MONEYYYYYY.

(24)Who do you wanna be w/ on the day of your birthday?
Friends and family.

(25)Have you ever felt that you've been taken for granted?
Hell yeah. And i'll never ever forget about it.

(26) Thing/s you regret?
Befriending **********. Forming that damned clique, and trusting ********.

(27) Is there anything else you want to do besides answering this survey?
More quizzes and surveys. Oh and yahoo games.

(28)What's the most important sentence/s that lingers in your mind right now?
"Who knows? You may die tomorrow."

(29)cookies n' cream or double dutch?
BOTH.

(30)Chocolate cake or brazo 'ni' mercedez?
Chocolate cake. Thats because i dont know whats a "brazo 'ni' mercedez". HAhaha.

(31)Do you know how to drive?
Arcade ones. But i always end up on the sidewalk. Bahahahaha xD

(33) Do you like spongebob?
He's o.k.

(34) Do you know how to play the guitar?
If only...

(35) Who's the last person you texted?
MERMER.

(37) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
KFC. And that's also because i dont know what's Kenny Rogers, but i suppose its some fast food chain.

(38) Do you find yourself sexy?
Nah.

(39) Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
Errrrr. No idea. Both i think.

(41)is there someone you're missing right now?
A WHOLE BUNCH.

(43) Where did you go last Friday?
School.

(44) What did you do there?
Sold stuff and ended up falling and gaining a blue-black on my knee.

(45) Who were you with?
PVC group members.

(46) Last movie watched?
Step Up (in the cinema) and White Chicks.

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[ ] Gotten a referral.
[ ] Gotten detention.
[ ] Gotten your cellphone taken away.
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Chewed gum during class.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] Gotten late to a class more than 10 times.
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times.
[ ] Returned at least 5 projects in late.
[ ] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[ ] Skipped class at least 3 times.
TOTAL: 1

[ ] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school.
[ ] Texted people during class.
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
TOTAL: 3

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm.
[x] Went on myspace; xanga; etc on the computer in the library
[x] Took pictures during class.
[x] Called someone during class.
[x] Listened to an ipod/cd player/mp3 during class.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[ ] Broke the dress code.
[ ] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class.
TOTAL: 2

[ ] Gotten a call home
[ ] Couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral and ripped it up
[ ] used passes from other days/ Or made fake pass
[ ] said a cuss word during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
TOTAL: 1

12% hated by teachers. Muahahaha. That's considered great man.

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01.Your name plus "lyn"
charmainelyn. HAHAHAHA.

02. Two feelings at the moment?
Bored and Bored.

03. What are you listening to right now?
Stupid ruan shao bah guy.

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
"Baby, dont be gentle, i can handle anything."

10. Your three plans for today?
Computer, eat, and watch tv.

11. Are you thinking of someone right now?
A WHOLE BUNCH?

12. Are you single?
duh.

13. What do you want?
Something to do.

14. Are you feeling hungry?
I think so.

15. Who do you miss right now?
The chalet people.

16. Last friend(s) you talked to?
Online was Moymoy. On the phone was Cherilyn.

17. What do you like about last night?
The sleep.

18. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
A professional sleeper.

19. What was your last gift?
A joke. Im serious. A joke book and a whoopee cushion, and dracula teeth. (From my godma). Soccer ball and Ferrero Rochers. (To jithao and sky)

20. Did you like it?
Hahaha. It was ok. But i'd have prefered something more practical.

21. Do you play an instrument?
Recorder? Bahahahaha xD

22. What song did you last hear?
Bon Jovi - Have A Nice Day.

23. Person you hate most?
Someone.

24. Who makes you laugh the most?
Anyone, everyone.

25. In a few words, explain what ended your last "relationship"?
Errrrrr.

26. What were you doing this morning at 8 a.m?
Snoring i guess.

27. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
Doing the survey before this.

28. Are you any good at math?
Improving!

29. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school?
No.

30. What do you think about this bulletin?
Boring. But its not like i even have a choice not to do this. Im toooooo bored!

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Last one who ..

1. Made you smile?
Ruan shao ba guy's dancers.

2. Saw you cry?
The loyal screen before me.

3. Went to the movies with you?
Marisa and sis.

4. You talked on the phone?
my mom =.=

** WOULD YOU RATHER .

1. Pierce your nose or eyebrow?
Rather? Hmm i think eyebrow would be cool.

2. Be serious or be funny?
Funny la.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
skimmed. low fat. hahahaha.

4. Die in a fire or drown?
ohmy. awful suffering death. none =x

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?
=.= PARENTS LAH.

** DO YOU PREFER .

1. Flowers or candy?
CANDY! CANDY! CANDY!

2. Gray or black?
Gray.

3. Color or Black and white photos?
Both.

4. Lust or love?
I think guys would choose lust. Hahhaa.

5. Sunrise or sunset?
Both.

6. M&Ms or Skittles?
Skittles are love man!

7.Staying up late or waking up early?
Staying up early. Like early into the next morning.

**With honesty, you should answer this...

1. Do you like anyone?
Maybe....

2. Ever recorded a sexual act on video? sexual intercourse ?
Im not paris.

3. Have you taken a picture naked?
Nah.

4. Will you fall for the wrong guy or girl?
I think so...

** DO YOU PREFER

1. Sun or moon?
Sun.

2. Snickers or Hersheys Chocolate?
Eh same same la.

3. Left or right?
RIGHT.

4. 10 acquaintances or having two best friends?
Two best friends. But i'd rather one. I hate to be torn between two.

5. Sunny or rainy?
SUNNYYYYYYYYYY. I miss the sun man! Its so nice to feel it on my face after many cloudy days.

6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
How about both mixed together to form chocolate chip?

** About you...

1. What time is it?
4:16pm.

2. Name?
Charmaine Tay.

3. Nickname(s):
Stupid ones.GRR.

4. What is your birthday?
22nd November 1992.

5. What do you want right this second?
Money.

6. Where do you want to live?
In America.

7. How many kids do you want?
AHHH. I CANT STAND THE FREAKING PAIN LAAAAA.)))):

8. You want to get married?
Probably.

**Do you have THE skills?

1.Can you roll your tounge?
Nope, like my dad =.=

**Other things

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
None? I just pick it up.

2. Have you ever eaten Escargots?
Yeah. Jack's Place.

3. Favorite ice cream?
Mango or mint.

4. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
Fruit and Nut. Yuck. From Mark's and Spencers.

5. What's your favorite type of soda?
Coke.

7. Do you cook?
Eggs and instant noodles?

**In the last month, have you.........

1. had a crush?
Dont know.

2. Bought something:
Duh.

3. Sang:
EVERYDAY :DDDDD

5. Been hugged:
November right? Yup.

6. Felt stupid:
Everyday without fail. Muahahaha.

7. Missed someone?:
A WHOLE BUNCH.

8. Danced crazy:
Like nobody's watching.

9. Gotten your hair cut?
Nope. I want to. But my sis says no. ?.?

10. Cried:
Nope.

11. Lied:
Yeah. For a totally good cause. A white lie never hurts! xD

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YOU
[Relationship Status] - Single.
[Shoe size] - 7-8
[Siblings] - 1 sister.
[Pets] - Nah.

FAVORITES
[Colour] - Purple, Pink, White and Green.
[Number] - 2
[Animal] - My cousin (marisa) xDDDDDDD
[Book] - Meg Cabot's.
[Flower] - Sunflower! (its just a random one)

DO YOU
[Twirl your hair?] - Yup.
[Have tattoos?] - Nah.
[Cheat during tests?] - Can't blame me! Blame the one sitting beside me ):
[Like roller coasters?] - Over my frickin' dead body.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] - I have the American Dream.
[Like cleaning?] - Eww?
[Write in cursive or print?] - I'd love to be able to do both, but i cant ): =x
[Know how to drive?] - Arcade ones. Muahahaha xD
[Own a cell phone?] - Yeah.
[Ever get off the internet?] - Get off? Duh~ Im not some freak who doesnt need to go to school, and can stay online the whole day.

HAVE YOU EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] - Punching arms?
[considered life a crime?] - No.
[Considered being a hooker?] - =.= no.
[Been in love?] - Not really.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] - Nope.
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] - I think so.. Benjamin?

CURRENT..
[ clothing] - Some super-bread man pjs.
[Current hair] - Super messy half wet half dry, super layered hair.
[Current thing I ought to be doing] - Sleeping.
[Current song playing] - BEP - Shut Up.
[Last movie you watched] - Step Up.

RANDOM THINGS...
[Last thing you ate] - Stupid bland korean instant noodles.
[Believe there is life on other planets?] - I guess so.
[Read the newspaper?] - Yesterday.
[Hate yourself?] - When im helpless.
[Collect anything?] - Rubbish. LOL.
[Like your handwriting?] - Hell NO.
[First crush] - Hmmm.
[You believe in love at first sight?] - Depends.
[You believe in "the one?"] - Errrrr.
[Are you a tease?] - NOOOOOO ><
[Too shy to make the first move?] - HAHA.

ARE YOU A...
[Daydreamer] - Yup.
[Sarcastic] - Try too most of the time, unsucessfully ):
[Introvert] - When i dont know anyone.
[Extrovert] - When im in school, classroom.

WOULD YOU RATHER...
[Pierce your nose or lip?] - Eyebrow can?
[Be serious or funny?] - FUNNY LA. HAAHAHA =D

ARE YOU..
[Simple or complicated?] - Ask anyone else except me.

ABOUT YOU...
[What time is it] - 1029 PM.
[Name] - Charmaine Tay.
[Nickname(s)] - stupid one laaa.

WHAT DO YOU WANT...
[Where do you want to live] - AMERICA!
[how many kids do you want] - I cant bear the pain laaaaaa.
[What kind of job do you want] - High-Class socialite. Muaahaahaha. Laze around.
[do you want to get married] - Think so.

UNIQUE...
[Nervous Habits] - Finger-biting, twisting my fingers.
[Can you roll your tongue] - My dad cant, so i inherited that.
[Can you raise one eyebrow] - Yup.
[Can you cross your eyes] - Hahahaha. Wanna see?
[Do you make your bed daily] - Not even once. I leave it. Gives me a sense of security, ya know? LOL.

CLOTHES, ETC...
[Which shoe goes on first] - Left. Everything goes from left to right for me. Dont know why too.
[Ever thrown one at someone] - I think so...?
[How Much money do you carry in your wallet] - Err im even lazy to use wallets.

IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU...
[Bought something] - Yeah.
[Gotten sick] - Nope. Healthy November! =DDDD
[Sang] - Everyday without fail.
[Felt stupid] - Most of the time.
[Missed someone] - Yeah.
[Gotten drunk] - Not even once.
[Gotten high] - Hahahaha! Everyday! Refer to weiyi. Wahahaha.
[Danced crazy] - MUAHAHAHAHA.
[Gotten your hair cut] - Nah.
[Watched cartoons] - Bambi 2. And lotsa Disney's.
[Lied] - Yeah.

LAST PERSON THAT...
[Slept in your bed] - Me.
[Saw you cry] - Eh.. i dont know.
[Made you cry] - Someone starting with a letter A. But that was ages!
[Saw a movie with you] - Marisa and sis.
[Said 'I love you' to you] - Nah.

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Snuck out of your house] - Nope.

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[ ] You are afraid of public speaking. (stage fright)
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[ ] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[ ] You have trouble using public restrooms.
[x] You don't like to go shopping alone.
Total so far: 1

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.
[ ] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex.
[x] You hate to be teased.
[ ] You dread answering the door.
Total so far: 3

[ ] You can't stand people watching you.
[x] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[ ] You don't like to ask people for help.
[ ] You hate to read aloud.
[ ]You don't like asking questions sometimes.
Total so far: 1

[ ] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[ ] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well.
[ ] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[ ] You've been single for long periods of time, because you're so uncomfortable with dating.
[x] You wish you were more outgoing.
Total so far: 1

30% shy. Hahahaha!

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Wake up time today?
0954 AM.

What woke you up?
Ahma's "want pandan cake mai?"

What song are you listening to?
Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home.

Have you had your meal?
Stupid bland korean instant noodles.

At where?
Kitchen.

With?
ALONE):

What school are you in?
ASS. Muahahaha Admiralty sec la.

Do you have any pet/s?
Nope.

Phobias?
Dragon dances and Death =x

Spiders or Lizards?
Lizards.

Believe in miracles?
Yeah.

Worked as a salesgirl/man?
Nah~

Any plans today?
SLEEP?!

A happy person?
Mostly.

Sadist?
Hahahaha!

Kisses or hugs?
Dont know?

In love now?
Nope.

How does it feels like?
Perfectly fine.

Does he/she knows?
Knows what? Lol.

If u could grant a wish now, what would it be?
More wishes!

If u could have one thing in this world, what would it be?
Money.

If you could be a person, who would it be?
Decent Paris Hilton. Maybe London Sheraton. Hahaha!

Felt so happy you cried?
Nope.

Failed so badly in test that you swore to work harder?
I think so...

Favourite subject/s?
ENGLISH! =D

Best in what subject/s?
English.

Worst in what subject/s?
Mathematics, but im improving ok!

What drink/s do you like?
COKE.

What drink/s do you hate?
Ice-Lemon Tea.

Do you want to turn back the time? Why?
Yup. I wanna work harder before PSLE. Get into a better school.

Ever cut yourself? How does it feel if you had?
Yup. Not exactly pain, shocked i guess.

Bestest friends?
Weiyi, Jessica, Jolene, Calisa, Yuxin, Liling, and Cher.

Do you love your friend/s?
Who doesn't?

Were they there when you're down?
Not all =x

Do you cook well?
Nah.

Do you sing well?
MUAHAHHAA. Ask my sis.

Do you dance well?
Nope. But dance well crazily.

Ever participated in a singing competition?
Yeah. Dont remind me of it.

What do you like?
Singing! Hahaha.

What do you do when you're sad?
Introvercy. MY word.

What do you do when you're really happy?
Get crazy/mad. Skip to the toilet. Bounce about. xD

Can u ride a bicycle?
Yeah.

Would you sit & watch the stars alone?
If the place is safe. But i think i'd fall asleep =x

What are stars in your opinion?
Astrological signs.

What special powers do you have?
Falling asleep as fast as 1 minute =x

What special powers do you want & why?
Fly, so i can see the earth as and when i'd like.

Have you loved someone and regretted it?
No?

What will be your last words?
I LOVE YOU~ hahaha cliche.

-

1: Where did you eat today for lunch?
Ahma's house.

2: If you are given a scholarship, where would you like to study?
New York Drama and Arts School (:

3: And why is that so?
Interested.

4: How are you feeling now?
Bored.

5: When was the last time you cried?
Some day.

6: Who is in your mind now?
This thing that im doing.

7: Are you a sensitive person?
Quite.

8: Do you wanna get married?
Yeah. Someday.

9: Describe love?
Makes people do stupid stuff?

10: What will you do after this?
Chat, watch tv, sleep.

11: Where will you be after exam?
School =.= Hahaha.

12: Who is your soul-mate?
Havent met.

13: Are you happy with your life?
Not very, but im considered fortunate not to be living in Africa.

14: Ever been heartbroken in high school?
Nope.

15: Current fear?
Falling really sick.

17: Who would you like to be like?
Oprah Winfrey, but younger, prettier and married xD

18: What will you do if someone propose you?
Consider?

19: Where will you be standing in 30 years time?
Working?

20: When was the last you said I love you?
Maybe when i was reallyy young. lol.

21: Last topic you studied?
I dont know whether art counts, but it was the last exam of the year.

22: Latest facial wash you are using?
Clean & Clear.

23: Handphone brand?
Nokia.

24: Honeymoon spot?
New York or Italy.

25: Last place you visited?
Roxy Square.

26: Waiting for a miracle to happen?
Yeah.

27: What are you wearing now?
Some super-breadman pjs.

28: Feeling homesick?
Nope. My ahma house is home. I have two.

29: Do you believe in God?
Not sure..

30: Song that is playing in your mind?
Nothing.

31: Favourite period at school?
English. Ms Rita's the best teacher!

32: Do you hate anyone?
Yeah lots.

33: Last person you talked to on the phone?
Marisaaaaaaa.

34: Favourite ice cream flavour?
Mint or mango.

35: Last drink you drank?
WATER.

36: Say something about yourself.
GORGEOUS :D HAHAHA kidding.

37: Say something about the guy/gal you like?
Hmmm?

38: Something you like to touch?
Keyboard and mouse.

39: Somewhere you like to visit?
New York, Los Angeles, Italy.

40: What are your plans for the weekend?
It is the weekend and i have nothing in mind to do. I wanna go countdownnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn )))))))):

-

1. Does anyone know your password to your email?
Nope. Just changed.

2. Say something about youself.
Totally mad and crazy :DDD

3. Are you an emotional person?
Sometimes i guess.

4. Do you like your name?
CHARMAINE! YUP.

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Depends i guess.

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Nope.

7. What was the last thing you did?
Chat.

8. Who is right next to you?
None.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
Cant count the ones at home because its tv dinner. So i guess its the chalet people.

10. What song are you listening to right now?
Maroon Five - This Love.

11. How's the weather right now?
SUNNY! :D I feel spring in the airrr~

12. Last person who called you today?
No one.

13. Last time you danced?
I think it was on saturday when my sis wanted to video me doing the hand wave thing. HAHAHA.

14. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
Yeah.

15. Love all your friends in school?
Yup.

16. Been really depressed before?
Doubt so.

17. Faked being sick to miss school?
HAHAHAHA.

18. What time did you wake up today?
1018AM.

19. Current taste?
Mucus-y. YUCKKKKKKK. ]:

20.Current mood ?
Bored.

21. What are you wearing right now?
The same some super-breadman pjs.

22. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
Dont think so..

23. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Appearances and accesories.

24. Where are you right now?
Ahma's.

25. Did you go anywhere yesterday?
Yep.

26. What did you do there?
Look at cars.

27. How old are you?
14 and proud of it!

28. Are you mature or immature?
Mature when im serious. And SUPER immature most times.

29. Do you call your parents by their first name?
If only. Hahaa =D

30. Are you an only child?
1 BIG but not so big sister.

31. Where do you go shopping?
Anywhere, Everywhere.

32. Do you like where you work?
I wish. But i dont even work

33. Do you like books?
Yup. Like novels.

34. Any plans for tomorrow?
Still stay at ahma's house lor.

35. Current emotional status?
None.

36. Current mental status?
About to spill into the over-exhaustion state.

37. Current financial status?
2 bucks in my clutch.

38. Any plans for christmas?
Its over. And we went to orchard.

39. Your dreams for the future?
Earn lotsa money $.$

40. What are you going to do after this?
No idea. Wait till i finish this.

41. Favourite period at school?
ENGLISH :D

42. Do you hate anyone?
Yeah.

43. Are you happy with your life?
Not quite. Im also unsatisfied i guess.

44. Who would you like to be like?
A decent version of Paris Hilton, or maybe a prettier, younger and married Oprah Winfrey. WAHAHAHA =D

2007-01-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

Something GREAT happened to me. I found a veryyyyy good friend, HAZHIM! Hahaha. We were chatting yesterday, and he asked me really soul-searching questions, and i closed it without saving=.= UGH. Anyways, he further elaborated.

SoundaHolics says:
..thx for adding me.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
nowonder you didnt reply
SoundaHolics says:
u asked me to read okay!
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahah
SoundaHolics says:
u flunk all ur subjectS!!??
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
noe
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
nope*
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahaha
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
read further
SoundaHolics says:
og..
SoundaHolics says:
rite..
SoundaHolics says:
-_-!
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahaha
SoundaHolics says:
hahakz..
SoundaHolics says:
okay..
SoundaHolics says:
tat was good i might say..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lol.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
its kinda near.
SoundaHolics says:
near?
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
as in
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
the paragraphs
SoundaHolics says:
oh..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
unless you read word by word
SoundaHolics says:
but its cool..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
and dont scan through first
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
ahaha
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
thanks
SoundaHolics says:
okay..
SoundaHolics says:
well..my 2007 words to u are...
SoundaHolics says:
er..
SoundaHolics says:
wait..
SoundaHolics says:
i got it written sumwhere..
SoundaHolics says:
Rite..
SoundaHolics says:
Stay Cool..!! dun wry too much abt life..i got ur back..so do ur frens..
SoundaHolics says:
cool.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
haha
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
thanks
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
even though we only talked a few times
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
but those few times were reallyyyyyyy long
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
and you did ask me some soul-searching questions you know.
SoundaHolics says:
well the only reason i asked them is because i tink ur kind of lost..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lost???!!!
SoundaHolics says:
yeah..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
youre the first person to tell me that
SoundaHolics says:
hahakz..
SoundaHolics says:
seriously..u seem lyk a restless soul..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
RESTLESS?!
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
like how?
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahahah!
SoundaHolics says:
there's always sumting u want in life correct.
SoundaHolics says:
and the odds are against u..
SoundaHolics says:
u cnt take it..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
huhhhh
SoundaHolics says:
there's too muhc..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
explainnnn
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
elaborateeee
SoundaHolics says:
problems abt ur frens.
SoundaHolics says:
sister..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
yeah...
SoundaHolics says:
i really tink ur frens problems hitting u kind of hard..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
totally~
SoundaHolics says:
u dun knw who to turn to for help.
SoundaHolics says:
lucky for u there are some.
SoundaHolics says:
so i really tink ur restless..
SoundaHolics says:
in such a way then ur nt done yet wif those problems.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
restless is like i am energetic?
SoundaHolics says:
no..
SoundaHolics says:
energetic..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
so whats that got to do with that?
SoundaHolics says:
..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lol..........
SoundaHolics says:
always
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
oh ya
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
restless is no rest
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lol.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahahaha
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
okok... continue
SoundaHolics says:
rite...
SoundaHolics says:
thx english teacher..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hahaha!
SoundaHolics says:
so ur kind of nt over wat happen?
SoundaHolics says:
stil to painful? to heavy to carry ard?
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
over, but not totally.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
cant forget totally
SoundaHolics says:
seems lyk the totally is alot.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
forgive but not forget
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
we still kinda talk
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
and all
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
just...
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
cant forget
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
thats it
SoundaHolics says:
so wats bugging u??
SoundaHolics says:
tel me straight..
SoundaHolics says:
just 1 word
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
i. have. no. idea.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
four words
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lol.
SoundaHolics says:
hahakz..
SoundaHolics says:
does ur display pic mean sumting.?
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
nope
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
seek attention
SoundaHolics says:
hahakz..
SoundaHolics says:
okay..
SoundaHolics says:
well..i tink u got to go find the real ting tat's bugging u..
SoundaHolics says:
so to say is..
SoundaHolics says:
Find back U..
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
hmm.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
okay...
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
meaningful.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
but hard to understand.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
buttttt i understand la
SoundaHolics says:
hahakz..ur the english expert.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
lol.
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
not really la
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
i think that its singaporean who has lousy english standard
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
s
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
sgs*
SoundaHolics says:
well sum has..
SoundaHolics says:
and sum dont
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
yeah
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
but adss's definitely sucks

andddddddd i chat with rayan after everyone left. and he almost tricked me into thinking he's a nice guy. hah and he reminded me! so i remembered the knock he gave me, and the stupid boredway thing. ughhhhhhhh.

i slept at about 0135am this morning. cool right. i have lotsaaaaaaaaaaaa surveys to post. bear wit me :D

2006-12-31T23:01:00.000+08:00

wtf am i doing at hhhhhhhhooooooommmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeee??????????

went to Sembawang shopping centre today. had a haircut. Hahaha. Looks kinda funny now. Lol. but at least it looks better than the damned mushroom thing.

oh i should sooooo be at the countdown with them. rahhhh. im so bored at home, and its like lifeless. no one's talking, and all except one is asleep.

My mom told my aunt (mitchel's mom) that there wont be anymore countdown thing for us. Hah. So i told marisa, when im like, 18 i'll give her hell. Hahaha. Not as if havoc or chaos la. Like everyday out partying. Hahaha.

Okay whatever, im gonna go rot. And i dont think many people noticed my touching post)))))))): booooo.

Goodbye, 2006. My last post, and the next would be in 2007 alr. Amazing how much differences a few hours make.

PS: Ivan told me he's gonna die before 2007. Oh dear... I hope not =x

2006-12-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

Its the last day of 2006, and it would be 2007 in exactly 2300 hours. I wanna write this post, so when i look back, i would be grateful to those who did a lot in my eventful year of 2006.

One, i wanna thank Weiyi. She has been with me this whole year. Throughout EVERYTHING. First, it was the XIDI incident, and no one really wanted to be with me during that time i guess. All except Weiyi and Cherilyn. I feel really sorry for not really noticing her presence in the past. Even though i wasnt always there for her, she was always there for me. Without fail. Yes, and im really grateful for that. Then came the ANDY incident. I was really so goddamn upset with him. She cheered me up, she accompanied me, and she was also there for me. It was really super nice of her. And all the little things as well. Like, going to Mt. Ophir together, going to movies together, gossiping together, crapping together. Really, every moment counts.

And weiyi, remember that time when we were walking to Macdonalds at Woodlands Mart? I was holding a metal ruler and tapped on everything and said "I can conclude that this is made of....". Yes, i tapped on you and said "I can conclude that this is made up of rubbish", and we burst out laughing.

Everyday when we go home from school, we would either talk a lot, laugh alot, or dont talk at all. Even if its just a short 5-minute walk home together with me, it means alot. Its these little details that makes this friendship so wonderful! Thank you weiyi! And im really sorry for the sudden outbursts of rage and that stupid attitude problem.

Two, i wanna thank Jessica. She, like weiyi also has been there for most of the things. Except maybe for when the XIDI incident, we really drifted apart. And i dont know what changed, you came to join Weiyi and I. Even though you were in Taiwan when the ANDY incident happened, i really appreciated the advices you gave.

And in the later of this year, we drifted apart again. Then again, i dont know what made the change, and i'd rather not know. I cherish our friendship, and hopes it doesnt get worst.

Thank you for all you've done.

Three, i wanna thank Amirah. She's really great, and im happy that i have this friendship with you. Can you remember how it started out? "Can i sit with you?" Was all that took me to befriend you.

In 1E2, we really had so much fun sitting together, singing together, and making fun of chavalit right? I miss that part of 1E2 most during the whole of 2006. One year has passed, and im sure more of these will be relived in 2007. Im looking forward to it.

Thank you, for going out with me on my birthday. If you need to know, only one person asked me out. But i didnt really wanna go, because it sounded boring. If no one had asked me out, i'd have brought a book, and chill in Starbucks, alone. Im really happy that i went out with you, even though its super last minute. At least, a day wasnt wasted.

Thank you for the smiles that kept me going.

Four, i wanna thank Cherilyn. Thank you, for letting me join weiyi and you. I really appreciate it.

Five, i wanna thank Junxing and Nizam. Thank you for always listening to me crap. Regardless the good and bad stuff, you two always listened. And thank you junxing, for tolerating me.

Even though you two always started the "****** loves..." thing. I still think it was crappy. But the craps we did is uncomparable to any others. It was total crap in 2006 sitting together, even for the teachers. But it was real fun, hell yeah.

Thank you for the craps, and being friends with me.

Six, i wanna thank my sis. Yes, you. Thank you for helping me throughout 2006. Regardless the ANDY incident, the A**** thing, and in my math.

In 2006, we got closer dont you think? Even though we still quarreled and all, its really part of these that made 2006 eventful.

I've always thought i hated you. Because you kept asking me to pack, asking me to do assesments, and venting your whatever anger on me unnecessarily. But i guess im wrong. I couldnt possibly hate my sister could i?

You always said that you think im picked up from the garbage dump, and i always say that of you too. But we both know this isnt true, and im glad we're siblings, instead of arch enemies.

Thank you for being my sister.

Seven, i wanna thank Marisa. Thank you for pouring your troubles out to me, and hearing my troubles. I wonder why weren't as close before, but ever since you moved to YCK, it helped.

At least, we had those girl's day out kinda thing more often, and the gossiping. Well it was really fun.

But listening to you whine was definitely not. It was more an irritating kind of thing. And HAHA, your fall in your house. I still make my stand ok, i wasnt infront of you!

Okay anyways, thank you for the sleep-overs.

Eight, i wanna thank Cheryl. Thank you for being my cousin. We didnt really have much moments together. And all i remember now is the orchard decoration-seeing trip.

Thank you.

Nine, i wanna thank Shuyi for organising that chalet, and inviting both sides of your friends. Thank you.

Ten, i wanna thank THE CHALET PEOPLE. Thank you for being my friends.

Sorry for being rather crappy and cold during the chalet. Thats because i dont really know you all yet. But it was great meeting you all. I actually thought the chalet was gonna be boring, but i was wrong.

Anyway, thank you.

Eleven, i wanna thank all ex-wellington primary 6/1 and 6/2 of 2004. Even though we didnt really keep in touch or whatever, i really enjoyed the teacher's day trip back to memories. Thank you all for giving me such a good time.

Twelve, i wanna thank Narisah and Farhana. Thank you for letting me join you guys.

Thirteen, i wanna thank Sophia, Chavalit, Benghui, and Hazhim. Thank you all for listening to me crap, tolerating my nonsense and shit. Thank you.

Fourteen, i wanna thank Terri Mc- Roy, Shuhua, Helen, Tangjie, Keqi, Jiaen, Samantha, and Sheemin. Thanks for the study together, but instead of studying, we laugh more. Anyway, i should be hating you all for that, but nah, you all are too much of a fun. Hahhaa.

Fifteen, i wanna thank the whole of 2E3. I wanna thank you all for being my classmates. Its been a great year, and i wish you all good luck in your future endeavours.

Sixteen, i wanna thank Xidi and Andy. Thank you for waking me up, and letting me know that there are no such thing as "Friends Forever" and someday, somehow, someone will stray from that friendship. What we once had before was memorable, and shall stay that way. Even the incident. I swear i'll never forget about it.

Xidi, i was really disappointed in you. But i guess it doesnt really matter anymore. I think you are better off with your current friends, and do what you think you should. Even though, i still feel what youre doing is wrong, but its not my problem to mind anymore. I hope you do whats right, and not going on making the same mistakes. I hope you steer your path well, and buck up pls.
(Jess, i hope you can help me pass this message to her?)

Andy, regretting doesnt help. No use crying over spilt milk. Just to let you know, dont call me to entertain you and im not a freaking entertainer. That was rather rude=.=

Thank you.

Seventeen, i wanna thank Xiuxian, Adrealle, Peilin, Huixian, Adilah, Tingfeng, Alvin, Zhaowei, Wayseng, Darel, Jiawen, Terence, Xinrong, Jiaping, Lewis, Chengzhong, Boontiong, Jordon, and those in volleyball whom i missed out. Although these guys werent really significant in my life, they're still part of it yeah.

Thank you all, and to all the others whom i've forgotten to mentioned.

-

This is such an ooohhh-touchy post. Its like a roller coaster ride of emotions. I really felt like crying and laughing at the same time i wrote this post. I totally swear dude.

Sometimes, i like the crying feeling. Its like, youre letting all the steam off you. And sometimes, when you cry and cry, you get the hiccupy thing. I've not gotten that for a longggggggggg time, and i missed how it felt like. I used to hate it when i was really young, because i would always cry and run into the room to sob into my ahma's pillow. That was really wayyyyyyyyy long back. Like when we were still living in Tampines.

And also, sometimes, i like laughing out loud too. Like, laughing at how stupid when i commit this and that mistake. I hate it when i laugh till my back/spine hurts, but its like these kinda adrenaline rushes that makes me cant stop laughing. I always look like a fool when i laugh at something that others cant understand. And when i try to explain, im like, laughing and talking, and people cant understand me too. So its just a personal thing, between the funny object/thing/human and me.

And also, singing actually helps for me. Its like this miraculous remedy. Like, whenever i have flu, i just sing and sing, and the flu goes away. I once told my sister to try it and she plainly said "if it works for you, doesnt mean it would work for others too". True though. But at least she could've tried. And if i just cried, i'd sing and sing till my throat hurts and the lump of ball in my throat would disappear. Singing helps me to block things out, and when i sing, i only bother about a few things-how i sound, the lyrics, and how incredible the singer's voice is.

Great! This post made me all teary and laughy, and now my ear is stuck. Its not even like i feel suicidal, and has to leave a suicide note. My uncle managed to read from the back. Now what?

-

New Year's Resolutions:

Flunk in all my subjects,
Three-time guys,
Break all school rules.

(eh you stupid. if you think im serious, you must be mad!)

Okay.. Serious now.

I wanna be the top english student in class. I dont know who is strong in english in the new class now, and i have to work even harder.

I wanna improve academically, and improve my class's and level's position.

I wanna get into good books of my teachers.

I hope to get a job that i can cope with my studies. So i can co-ordinate the timings properly.

Is it like too much to ask for? If i really try hard that is, is it still?

xoxo

2006-12-30T10:17:00.000+08:00

Before i say what i wanna say, go check out the Phobia list. The link is in the post below. Although i gotta warn you its darn long. Ok.

I feel sick)))))))))))))))):
I have flu
I have a sore throat
a grumbling stomach
and i feel hungry but i dont have the appetite
and somehow i dont feel like swallowing either
My eyes felt sore this morning but its alright now

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
School's re-opening and im gonna fall sick soon.
I guess i better tuck in early tonight.
But i know its impossible because even when i go to sleep, i toss and turn.

2006-12-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

I dont know why i was, but as i was looking through The Phobia List, it struck to me that:

I wasnt actually fearles. I was mocking phobias like Agateophobia- Fear of insanity, Aurophobia- Fear of gold, and Phallophobia- Fear of a penis. What if a guy has Phallophobia? Does that mean he has to amputate it?

Ok anyways, i really thought i was fearless la. Until i came across Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns. Ever since young, i suppose i was really afraid of dragon dances. Im not saying a dragon dance is a clown-y thing, but its similar in terms of colours and designs right. I dont really mean anything but just that i may have it.

And also, Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things. Yes, i fear death. Whether is it me, or anyone one else. I have always pondered how it feels like to die, and also of the suffering before it. Most people say that when you die, you wont feel a thing. But how'd they know right? Its not like they have 9 lives.

Okay crap. Bye.

2006-12-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

I wanna learn ballet. (Hey you! Stop laughing asshole.)

Situation 1 (DAD):

ME: I think next time i wanna learn ballet.
DAD: Hahaha.
ME: You laugh for what?
DAD: You cannot lah. You can turn meh? You have to like that and turn... -demonstrates stupidly-
ME: Of course la! -does it stupidly-
DAD: The leg not even supposed to rest on the side of your knee.
ME: How you know?
DAD: Of course i know la.
-laughs snickers cackle asthmatic-kinda-laugh-

Situation 2 (SIS):

ME: I think next time i wanna learn ballet.
SIS: Hah. You cannot one lah.
ME: -thinks why everyone says i cant- Wa lao. You and daddy same one lor.
SIS: Really what. You have big bones thats why.
ME: -ponders and ponders- Oh.

Big-boners cant learn ballet?

-

ME: Eh you cannot leave your van like that. Then got key somemore.
DAD: Why not? Downstairs only. Nevermind one la.
ME: Wa lao. So dangerous you know?
DAD: Why dangerous?
ME: If people come and steal your van then you die.
DAD: Why will die?
ME: -getting crappier by the second- Because if the person steals your van, you need to buy a new one. And if you buy a new one, you need money. And when you need money you will heart attack. Heart attack liao then will die lor. HAHAHAHAHA.
DAD: =.= HAHAHAHAHA.
ME: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Its like almost impossible for my dad to get heart attack lah. He's so bloody skinny for goodness sake. Damn.

2006-12-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

Name 40 Random People You Know
1. Weiyi
2. My sis
3. Marisa
4. Jessica
5. Weebin
6. Amirah
7. Sky
8. Wei Hong
9. Jit Hao
10. Calvin
11. Rayan
12. Nizam
13. Junxing
14. Kennis
15. Dingchun
16. LitKwong
17. Narisah
18. Andy
19. Jiawen
20. Terence
21. Xingyu
22. Chavalit
23. Linlin
24. Cher
25. Ily
26. Hafiz
27. Aniq
28. Jolene
29. Calisa
30. Shuhua
31. Benghui
32. Xinrong
33. Ivan
34. Sophia
35. Weiqiang
36. Binky
37. Jianxiong
38. Hazirah
39. Aisyah
40. Roy

Who is #9 to you ?
Jit Hao? Chalet friend.

Does #12 have a hot older brother?
Nizam? Not sure. Hahaha.

Would you make out with #2?
EW, with my sis? Yuck, no incest. And she's a girl!

How about #13?
Hell no! He's just a good friend.

or #30?
Im no lesbiano.

Is #1 your best friend?
Like, DUH.

Is #3 cute?
Marisa cute? Hmmmmm..... She always tries her best, but im not so sure about that.

How about #5?
No. More like quiet.

Or #23?
No way. He's so talkative.

Or #36?
Binky? Not really...

How did you met #4?
Sec 1 CCA Day!

And #7?
CHALET!

And #18?
Volleyball.

Did you ever go out with #20?
Movie with Andy, Jiaping, Weiyi, Alastair.
East Coast with volleyball team.

Or #28?
Of course! All the time. Jolene leh!

Who is #40?
Roy is that super cute november boy.

Do you hug #8 all the time?
No. Not even once! Hah!

How about #15?
Never!

Or #25
Nope.

Or #37?
NOOOOO. He still owes me a macs meal.

Do you feel sorry for #11 ?
Yeah. Because he's so super mad and hyper.

Have you ever told #14 you loved them?
No.

Would #6 and #10 make a good couple?
Nope.

What about #16 and #28?
Dont think so.

#17 and #22?
HAHAHAHA.

#24 and #32?
Xinrong is so not Cher's type.

Are #38 and #37 best friends?
Nah.

Does #34 drink coffee 24/7?
No idea. Dont think so.

What is #9 addicted to?
The soccer ball we gave him. Bahahaha.
More like Soccer actually.

Which # would you look best with?
Of course #1 lah! Two siaochabors look best together!

Which # would #5 date?
No way am i gonna reveal it. Thats like the pathway to hell.

How about #16?
Dont know?

Or #27 ?
Maybe #6 or #38?

2006-12-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

CHRISTMAS AIN'T OVER Y'ALL!

THERE ARE 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS AND THIS IS ONLY THE SECOND!

Went to Ikea today to shop, and after that walked to Queensway Shopping Centre to buy my shorts. Hahaha, finally got them.

Then my aunt told me about the 12 days of christmas thing, and i suddenly remembered the song :D

Rayan says:
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Rayan says:
omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
Rayan says:
op!!!!
- marionette ; says:
what my name mean
Rayan says:
i am not malay goodness sake!
- marionette ; says:
hahahah
Rayan says:
omgogmomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgog
- marionette ; says:
you arent?!
- marionette ; says:
hahahahha
Rayan says:
NOP
- marionette ; says:
then
- marionette ; says:
indian?
Rayan says:
wan check ic izit
- marionette ; says:
HAHAHHA
Rayan says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooo
Rayan says:
omg
- marionette ; says:
then
- LiiTKwong ` ` } says:
italian
Rayan says:
im eurasian larrrrrrr
- marionette ; says:
OOOOO.
Rayan says:
idiot
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
really
- marionette ; says:
really
- marionette ; says:
mixed with what blood
Rayan says:
waa
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
i still think youre malay
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
okok i go change
Rayan says:
mix ah
Rayan says:
of
Rayan says:
chinese.malay.portugese
Rayan says:
very easy wan
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
THERE MALAY
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
!
Rayan says:
my dad eurasian like me
- marionette ; says:
hahahah
Rayan says:
then
Rayan says:
his mum chinese.his dad portugese
Rayan says:
im juz gonna ignore u shorter gerl
- marionette ; says:
-.-
Rayan says:
then my mum malay
- marionette ; says:
lol
Rayan says:
easy rite
Rayan says:
not u puma
Rayan says:
op
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
SEE SEE SEEE
- marionette ; says:
i know
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
MALAY
- marionette ; says:
hahahha
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
THEN I SHALL NOT CHANGE
{ nothing but a drama queen says:
-evil snicker-

2006-12-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Countdown for Christmas 2006!

Yesterday was great. Went to the countdown after marisa and my sis finally persuaded my parents to allow us to go.

We went shopping on Saturday for Christmas gifts and the Jit brother's birthday gift. Hohoho. Marisa and my sis bought a different sweater each, and i didnt buy anything yet. Then we went around to look for a birthday gift for them. Then, we saw Wei Hong, and the Jit brothers. Hahahaha. That phrase got caught in all of our heads. And after that Dingchun and Xingyu.

We bought an Adidas soccer ball for them. Its red and white. (If anyone of you reading this, reads Kenny Sia then you will get what i mean.) The style looks like sanitary pads, filled with blood, which is utterly gross. But we still love the ball. Not because it looks gross, but because i find that it looks pretty stylish, in fact gorgeous. I know soccer balls aren't supposed to be gorgeous, but yeah, i find it that way.

After shopping (and i still didnt get a gift, and decided to go tomorrow), we went back to our house. To take clothes and stuff. Marisa's back was breaking. Hahaha. We left the house and took a train back to her house.

-THE NEXT DAY-

Its Christmas Eve, and we're going out!

It didnt appear how late the time was, until gonggong and dai kaofu arrived. I quickly ran to the room. (Because i was wearing a freaking torn and tattered pyjamas!) To change of course. Sat beside marisa while she used the comp. I was almost doing nothing except listening to songs and singing them, and time just flew by.

We bathed, changed, checked. And, we're all set to go. I wore an adidas jacket and a tank top inside, and my beloved jeans shorts. Both of them wore skirts and tank tops inside jackets. Similar clothes, and not so similar too.

Dad fetched us to the mrt station. Before going down, i wished him "Happy Birthday". Then marisa and my sis said too. I think they probably forgotten about it. Hahaha. I got down and bid goodbye.

Upon reaching Harbourfront. We almost got lost=.= finding our way to Harbourfront Shopping Centre. We even had to ask a promoter. But nevertheless, with the promoter's help, we got there. I rushed off to find chocolates. And in the middle of the mall of the ground floor, they had this 'thing'. So i bought Ferrero Rochers from there. The woman offered to help me wrap them, if i went to buy a wrapping paper. We went to Gift A Name, and found this christmas plastic bag, so i bought that instead. Went back to buy the rochers and thanked the woman for her kind gesture.

After that, we went to meet Sky, Weizhi and Xian Wei at macdonalds. So we stood outside Starbucks, and macs was sorta opposite it. I was practically drooling over Starbucks. The last frappa i had was the christmas trip with cheryl. Soooooo long! Goodness Gracious!

We went into this sports shop and looked around. Then i realised 3 dark guys hovering in front of us. Looked up, and realised it was the three of them. Sky and Weizhi wore black jackets, purple shirts, and black pants. Sky had a black gear chain kinda thing, and weizhi had a gold chain thing, and xian wei just looked like them.

We walked around, and they havent got their gifts yet. They went into Gift A Name, and we went into the shop opposite, and Marisa thought of getting something for Jason korkor (wth why do i sound so childish?). The shop was full of model motorbikes, model cars, toy cars, and such.

Moved on, and went to Vivo already. Sky has this ex-colleague of his working at this jap restaurant or something. So we were gonna have dinner there. Yes, ME going to a jap restaurant to eat, and without objections. (Dont wish to elaborate further.)

Walked around for a bit more, up down up down escalators, in and out of Timberland, and Tommy Hilfiger. We actually went into Timberland first, and figured, since TH was just beside, why not go there? But when we stood outside the shop, we didnt dare go in. The shop was like so super high-classy kind. We stood outside and stared at the mannequin with this guy wearing a long-sleeved top, with a jacket-sort-of-thing draped over its back and shoulders.

ME: This looks very Tommy Hilfiger. Its so HIS style.
SIS: Yeah...

We saw him on Rich Girls marathon. He's kinda a bit gay looking or something, but no- he has a girlfriend. Which i dont know he still has or not. Because the show was produced in 2003.

The three guys didnt buy anything for the birthday boys, so they decided to buy a cake for them. A log cake, from Bread Talk. So i told sky that they didnt have any sincerity, and he said "okay lah. wo men yi ren gei ta yi ge kiss (each of us give him a kiss)" =.=

Back to topic. Mysteriously, Weebin, Xingyu, Dingchun, LitKwong and Nicholas (part of their click ten, but he didnt go for the chalet), and two other girls arrived. Then we went back to the jap restaurant. Took our seats and then waited somemore. Through the glass/plastic panel from our seats, we could see Jithao, Wei Hong, and Edmund going in.

The other Jit brother didnt come. When they came in, most of us wished Jithao a happy birthday and i passed him the plastic bag which contained the ball. Then Edmund and Wei Hong came over to wish a merry christmas to everyone and shook hands with most too, i guess? Hahaha :>

Sky ordered food, and so did everyone else. Except for the three of us. We weren't really hungry, since we had a plate of rice before we came out. We just ate a bit of finger food. AND I KEPT HAVING STUPID STRAW PROBLEMS.

First was that i had a hole in my first straw, so i asked for a change. Or rather sky or my sis helped me. Second, was that my straw dropped out of the gassy coke (by itself), and i refused to put it back into my cup. So i got another one. And the third one was super (almost) scary, because it kept threatening to fall out. It did, but i didnt want to be a troublesome costumer, so i put the straw back in. Even though the dirt and all on the table. Eeeks>.<>man Saint. Lol an msn thing. He kept calling me "drama queen" so i called him saint. Hahaha. I think he was super happy with the ball. And there was this once when Xingyu bounced the ball and i "EH". Lol. He looked at me, and i looked away laughing. Then another time Edmund kicked the ball, and i think all our hearts ached.

We exchanged presents, and Sky got mine. Marisa got her sister's. My sister got Sky's. I got Marisa's. And one

I told Jithao that if anything happened to the ball, three hearts would ache. He asked which three and i told him.

We went up to the "rooftop" thingy, and they were settling money issues there. Sky and Weizhi didnt want to take any money from us, since we didnt exactly eat much, but we gave 50 bucks anyways. They agreed reluctantly only to take 30 bucks and wanted to return the 20, but none of us wanted to take it. So i said "give it to the person who gave the most la". I mean that was only fair to do so. More girls came wearing black tops, and jeans bottom. And Rayan, their malay friend came. He was rather friendly.

Most people: What are we doing here?
Most people: Dont know.

WEIHONG: What are we doing here?
US: No idea.
ME: Are we still going to Mt. Faber?
Sky: It starts only at 12. You all still wanna go ah?
US: Huh. Dont want la. I think its foam only lor.
WEIHONG: What are we doing here? Let's go somewhere else. Where is the most happening place in Singapore?
SOMEONE: Orchard lor.
A FEW: Got a lot of bangalas leh.
WEIHONG: Who minds?
-only one who raises hand-
A FEW: You mind ah?
ME: No lah. I was kidding.

Moves to Orchard. Went to cineleisure first. Then Marisa said she saw Alwin. Afterward, we went to *Scape Youthpark. So much lesser people there. And so not "happening" as Wei Hong puts it.

Even before the countdown, my mom called and asked if we were going home yet-.-! It wasnt even Christmas!

We walked in crowds, between crowds, with crowds, crowds of people who were playing with the foam spray thingy. I didnt really wanna get sprayed at because i wasnt prepared and so not in the mood. Stopped outside Heeren, and realised people were missing. Calvin, and Sky and some other people i think.

But they couldnt make it in time together for the countdown. The countdown was started by this club called "The Balcony". We didnt know the super accurate time, so we just followed their's. We shook hands again and wished everyone a merry christmas. We could still stay a little while more, so they decided to go somewhere and talk or somethin'. Somewhere quieter.

Outside paragon wasnt exactly quiet or anything. And i had no idea why we were there. Marisa and my sis couldnt sit because they were wearing skirt, so i didnt sit too. We stood and talk. Just a little circle, of maybe 5-6 people i guess?

Most of us had to go home already, and Wei Hong came up with this plan to go to Sembawang Park and spend the night there. They were mad.

Took a shortcut to go towards Orchard Mrt, led by Rayan and Xianwei.

We waited at the mrt station for some people who went to the toilet. Yi-cheong kept calling marisa to ask if we're on our way back or not. The people who went to the toilet were taking really slow, so we had to leave first. We left earlier together with Weizhi and Weebin.

Yi-cheong came and fetched us back to their house. I went to bathe, and chit chatted. They opened their presents and we talked casually.

Later on, i found out Wei Hong got a cushion or pillow thing. And before that, at cineleisure, found out that Weizhi got spongebob underwear.

PS: I somehow felt that the evg girls didnt really like us because we were like, getting all the attention from the guys or somethin'? Like, from Weizhi, Sky, Jithao, Wei Hong and whoever else? (no offence though. its just what i think, and not necessarily be true.)

-Christmas-

Just a christmas song, and since its sung by Mariah Carey, its better than any other songs. It doesnt mean anything though.

Woke up at 1+ today. For the first time in my life ok! Mai siao siao.
All right. Im done blogging.

2006-12-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

You dont talk, i dont talk.
Yay. Im back from chalet, and even when we've not left yet, im was already missing it. So how bad can it actually be now?

DAY 1 OF CHANGI CHALET: We were actually supposed to meet at 1.30pm. But Sylvia told my sister that we'd only leave at 2.30pm, since Marisa and I had lotsa questions to ask. So the time changed to 2.30 outside Anthea's condo. Of course to wait for her to invite us in lah-.- Actually i prefer old condominuiums. Because, they have this direct intercom to the resident, and the resident would unlock the gate, and viola, we'd be in.

My dad actually wanted to fetch us somewhere to eat, then we'd go meet them. But, the damned van wouldnt start, because the enine was too "cold". So we resorted to eating instant noodles back home :D

We went to the minimart first, to buy some sweets then went to meet Anthea. Sylvia was already at her house. Marisa and i waited downstairs while my sis went up with Anthea to take the stuff.

After they came down, we took over some stuff and we went to admiralty mrt station. Unfortunate as we were, rain started pouring, heavily. Only Sylvia brought an umbrella, so we had to go two by twos. I called my mom down to retrieve Marisa's star cushion because it was in the way.

When she came down, Anthea and I went, and the rain stopped=.= A passing shower- interesting, yet dumb. Took the train to Tampines and took another bus to the chalet. We reached about 4 plus, and we havent found our chalet. It was raining so we seeked shelter from the nearest vacant one. We tried unlocking the doors, but it didnt work. Anthea went somewhere to check, i went to the Sailing Club to check, but to no avail. Anthea went around the back to check, and the doors were unlocked. Why the hell they put the front door at the back and call it a front door?! It was getting late, and Anthea immediately started cooking dinner already. It was Anthea's dinner day, and she cooked beehoon, with help from all of us.

Sky called my sis to ask her to ask some people to come to help them with stuff. I went, then after that went back again. My sis pounded on the door like a mad dog for me to go help them with stuff. I went so very reluctantly, and took over Sky's four "lightest" bags. I went back into the chalet first then asked marisa to open the "back door". So everyone could enter from there and put down the load faster.

After dinner, we decided to play mahjong. Someone had brought it, so we used a pink table and 4 green plastic chairs. It was Anthea's first time, and she really had the "beginner's luck". While shuyi who kept saying she had beginner's luck, didnt have any at all. Hahahaha!

More people arrived later in the night. While we were STILL hogging the mahjong table. We all took turns to go bathe but still continued the mahjong game. While we were playing, LitKwong was using a rolled-up newspaper and hitting insects like flies, lizards and cockroaches. Once a cockroach ran over near the mahjong table, my sister scrambled to my other side very super fast, and marisa climbed onto a chair. We were all super amazed by my sister. How she scrambled over the other side with that tiny space which you have to walk like a crab to go through. Pro! xD

We all were getting bored, so we decided to borrow a pack of cards, and go to our room to play. They all decided to bunk in with us in the room, so we pulled two mattresses over, and took all the pillows and blankets over too. After a while, Shuyi came in and told us that the guys wanted to play with us. Because they didnt have anything to do. So Anthea said "as long as they are friendly, and doesnt play with money", then sylvia mimicked "Anthea say.... money".

So when they were at the door, i nudged sylvia and said "this is your cue". And she really said "Anthea say....". Omg la, so freaking funny man.

We played blackjack at first, but it was soooo super boring. They suggested to play "Murderer", the game which has a murderer who kills by winking, a detective who cant die, and victims.

Everyone except Sylvia and i played. Because i knew that it was a super lame game, and i choose to sit at the side, and laugh. Hahahah.

I think they all felt pretty bored too, so they decided to tell the guys that we wanted to sleep already. And it was 2+ in the morning. But we didnt go to sleep yet. We just pretty much lazed around and talked about anything from A-Z till 3+ then decided to go to sleep.

Sylvia was being lame and asked everyone who they liked. Anthea said she likes Jesse McCartney, Sylvia said she likes her fake cat, i said i like the pillow/blanket, and i cant really remember whatnots.

DAY 2 OF CHANGI CHALET: It rained the whole damn day)))))))))))))):

The guys cooked eggs. But we didnt have any. There were honey stars, but we didnt eat it too. We chose to eat bread with ham/cheese/cucumber.

Marisa and i cooked spaghetti for lunch. The sauce sucked.

Didnt do much because of the rain. Either played mahjong or cards. Oh oh! And we watched White Chicks (courtesy of Anthea). I taught Sylvia how to play Stress/Speed.

Had an indoor barbeque at the "porch" thing. Used aluminium trays to contain the charcoal and fire, and we placed a wire mesh on the top. Everyone had to squat or sit to barbeque. The floor was super dirty, and i was wearing a white coloured shorts. I didnt want to sit, but my legs were giving way, so i didnt have much choice. My knees and ankles were aching so much that when i walked, it felt sooooo much better.

Addinu, Kelvin, and Huijie (im not sure whats his name) came. They got hooked on the soccer game ps2 game immediately. Afterward, they went to barbeque their dinner, and Anthea accompanied them.

Then, we went back to the room to chat again. Sylvia and Anthea went to watch CSI then we went to play mahjong. AGAIN. Hahaha!

Bathed, mahjong, talk, and finally sleep. We decided not to sleep at all tomorrow, because its the very last day.

DAY 3 OF CHANGI CHALET: The sun finally managed to emerge through the layers and layers of thick black clouds.

Marisa decided to personally cook for all of us. Cook eggs of course, what else can she cook? xD We ate eggs with bread for breakfast.

After breakfast, Weizhi and Sky decided to use the uncooked beehoon for lunch. We decided to hover around the kitchen and watch them perform the comedy. Hahaha. They made Weebin do the dishes. Ahahaha!

Lunch was served. The beehoon looked super oily, and i didnt dare eat. I went up to the balcony with Anthea. Sat and talked for a bit there, then decided to go to the beach.

We went, and afterwards Sylvia, Marisa and my sis came too. The breeze was super nice. We loved it. It was pretty strong too.

Sylvia and Marisa took a sotong ball and fed it to a cat. Nothing much left to do, so we returned to the chalet.

The guys asked if we wanna go to the beach to play ball or something. We agreed, and it was really 3km away. As stated on the map. Not that i measured or anything, it really seemed super far. And definitely more than two rounds of the school.

They played soccer, and we sat at the side and even sang :D While they were having a break, we borrowed the ball for a while, and played a bit of volleyball. I am seriously getting rusty. A while more, we decided to play Captain's Ball.

Shuyi's call interrupted, and we had to go already. It was getting late, and we had to start up the barbeque. I was starving. No lunch, whadd'ya expect?

Returned, and saw that 2 girls have arrived. Philoe and Suyi. They were starting a fire.

We returned to mahjong. And i was super starving, and about to die soon, if no food is given. But, i didnt die!

After finally having food, and finished barbequing all the crabmeat and sausages, i went to sit at couch to watch teevee. From then on, i hogged the teevee. All the way from Spiders (which we blasted the tv speakers all the way to volume 52), Bai Wan Bao, Project Runway, and The Simple Life 3 or 4. Then we took turns to bathe again.

After bathing, i was playing Speed/Stress with Sylvia in the room. Shuyi returned from dinner with her colleagues, and bought marshmallows for Sylvia. We two, like little 3-year-olds ran down into the kitchen and used the stove to cook the marshmallows. Hahaha. Sylvia got one on fire, while i got three! Muahahaha. But only was was severely burnt.

We brought it up, and i gave marisa, and my sis. And Jithao because he complained we didnt give him any. So i gave him the burnt one. Muahahahaaha. (Later, he told me that it tastes like shit.)

They all went to Changi Village to see transvesites. But i refused to go. Whats so nice to see about? Lol. I stayed in the room, fully furnished with aircon. While they were outside, going through rain and thunder? I think. Hahaha. I was listening to Marisa's Zen, and was doing my crossword. And shuyi's colleagues all went into the balcony through our room. Sooooooooo disturbing la! And furthermore, after going in or out the room, they didnt know how to close the door properly=.= So damn ughhhh! I even had to walk a few times just to close the door. If i was further aggravated, I'd have locked them in the damn balcony! Or how about, i SHOULD have.

They came back at about 5, and my sister has fever, and marisa has an uncomfortable stomach. Sylvia had to cook porridge for them. After they finished eating, and after my sis ate her panadol, we all had to clean up.

When the clean up was finished, Sylvia, Marisa and i just sat at the dining table for about one hour. Yes, time passed THAT quickly. And also, we wanted to catch the sunrise.

We couldnt see anything from the dining table, so we decided to go to the balcony. But it was wet, so we asked Sky if we could go into their room and watch. We went in, and he sat down with us and talked.

The day got brighter and brighter but we still see no actual sunrise, then we realise that we were facing the wrong direction. We faced the sea, but it came from somewhere else. Hahaha. So we just continued sitting down and chatting for the first time three days. An actual chat, just when we were about to leave for home): That's very sad.

At around 9.45am, we quickly went to change, and packed our belongings. Ready to go home. We moved our bags to the kitchen. And waited for the rain to stop before leaving.

Anthea and Philoe went to make payment for the chalet. The rain stopped, and we brought their bags to the bus stop for them. Took the bus back to Tampines interchange and departed from there.

Reached Admiralty, and bought macs back to eat.

2006-12-17T19:20:00.000+08:00

I skipped training on Friday, helped my aunt to paint her house yesterday, and came over to yi-ma's house today.

Going to shuyi's chalet tomorrow. Hope its fun and i'll not sit in the corner and sulk. I think i'll know only about 5 people, and the rest should be total strangers.

I'll not be posting for four days, and i guess it would be 5 because i have to go to school on friday for the sec 1 registration.

This morning, went to Sembawang Mart with my ahma and er-gugu for the spin and win thing. I spun the thing and i won 1 coffee packet and a lousy wallet. Both of them won 3 packets of coffee. Before this, i went to meet Joey to pass her swimming costume, but to me she didnt turn up. After that, she messaged and asked if i went. I told her i went and she went too. But she went to the other stairs which we were supposed to meet.

So after that, when my dad came over to fetch my sis and i, i asked him to stop beside the block, and i ran to pass the swimming costume to Joey. What trouble just to return something. But im to blame too, because i didnt return her promptly. Hehe :D

Oh, and guess what?

Just now, when i was standing behind my mom, and my sis was standing behind my dad while they were playing big2garden. Then my grandfather pointed at my sister and said "uh beatrice you teach your father play, then (-pointstome-) uh, uh... uh,"

And so i filled him in "Charmaine",

So he continued "then charmaine you teach your mummy play."

BAH. Im like the least rememberable grandaughter of his=.= And, no, he doesnt suffer from senile dementia. What's more- this isnt actually the first time, it has happened before. And im terribly upset):

I know its not on purpose, but i mean like i have no twin or someone in the family who has a birthday similar to mine. He didnt mix my name with anyone else's but he simply f-o-r-g-o-t.

Ughhhhhhhhhhhh. I felt like doing that. Because for the whole day today, i've been saying, pleading, asking, begging to go to suntec carrefour. I am in desperate need of shorts. Like, SUPER, because i need to bring it to the chalet. And i definitely SOOOOO do not wanna bring my PE shorts because i will itch. RAH.

Played mahjong. Then yi-ma asked "where shall we go have dinner?" and i jumped at that and said "suntec". And when someone ask "what shall we have for dinner?" and i'd say "something in suntec". I was THIS desperate alright.

What a day, man.

PS: my parents finally gave in and we'll be going at 8.30pm.

2006-12-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

Meeting today.

We're gonna sell Muffins, Chocolate Chip Cookies, Drinks, Kacang Puteh, Curry Puffs. Thats all i think? And yeah, we'll be setting up a car wash. Easy money~ hahaha but mr wee says it wouldnt work. But who knows?

Im gonna go do the proposal alr. Ciao.

Ps: i've bought my books alr.

2006-12-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Amirah! Went to IKEA ALEXANDRA with her and weiyi.
Super Duper Fun!

Photo-taking frenzy.

lovely toilets.

Stupid face><

she was shouting, "take me! take me!".

take your pick, girls.

he turned into Prince Charming and they lived happily ever after...

i have no idea why they did that face.

Our oh-so-~~sexy~~ legs.

Bliss~

super kids at heart.

(uh i didnt know how it turned out so small. my stars suck>:)

2006-12-06T23:52:00.000+08:00

I woke at around 9. Brushed up, and went to prepare the corn.

I tried chopping the corn with a normal knife. But i failed): like chophitchophit but it still doesnt wanna go all the way in. So i was damn relieved when my mom came home from her "morning walk" and "grocery shopping". She told me that the knife wasnt big enough, and that i had to use a bloody big chopper that chicken rice uncle/aunties use to chop their chicken. My mom helped me with the corn then. And i went to change so she could fetch me over to my ahma's house to borrow my aunt's camera.

Okay, so i was terribly dumb not to call beforehand to ask whether the camera was there anot. So it made the trip totally wasted-

Went back home and read a bit then finally went to prepare. Weiyi came early, because she needed to go look for the brush, but she couldnt find any. So she came to my house first. Lucky, i was all set, and ready to go.

She helped me unload some stuff out of my house and then we brought alllllll the stuff down. She went to look at the minimart if they sold brushes.

shitload of stuff.

She came back and coincidentally, jiawen, terence and my dad took the same lift down.

My dad was going to start the van so he could fetch my mom, marisa and my sis to the foodcourt for lunch. Then while he came out, he sort of kept looking at jiawen and terence and i could see that he wanted to laugh or something. So i kept saying "bye bye" to my dad so he could go faster but he ignored me-.- then when terence said "bye, uncle" then he answered. What is the world coming to man?

We went to wait for a taxi somewhere near the bustop. Out of nowhere, two other passengers popped out some distance infront of us. Ugh. We walked all the way to Admiralty where there was already 5 other people waiting for cabs. Its a non-peak hour weekday and there are no available cabs to be seen. BAH. In total, we waited for 45 minutes before we managed to get into one.

Jiawen sat infront of me.

Dont'cha think this head looks like a pineapple in disguise?

So it isnt really clear, but y'all gotta make do with it.

After reaching, we placed all the stuff down, and all the girls went to mac to eat (xx, adrealle, and peilin reached so much earlier).

We went back to the pit after finishing our food, and justin, boontiong, and chengzhong have reached alr. So they all went together with jiawen and terence to eat.

Peilin and xiuxian went to the toilet, weiyi and adrealle went to soak their feet in the water. Then two malay guys from the neighbouring spot-under-the-tree came over and asked me for my number for their friend in a blue shirt. He was fat and ugly. I was like "uhhhhh....." all the way and i said no. OF COURSE NOT LAH! That'd be sick!

Andy, Alastair, Khengli and Jiaping arrived. So it was their turn to look at the stuff. We went to the toilet, then decided to go rent a bike. We rented a double's bike.

S-weeeeeeet

We shared the bike so we took turns to ride. First was xx and i. Quite fun, and it wasnt all that hard as i imagined last time. It didnt exactly needed lotsa coordination.

We rode to 7/11 and bought a 1.5L of mineral water then rode back. We passed the bike to weiyi and adrealle. They took off in the same direction and didnt come back for a longggggg time. Then alvin had to come and bluff us that they fell-.- Lol.

They came back and said that they didnt. I wanted to ride again, so i tried with adrealle at the front. Haahahaha! I guess im too heavy for her to be at the front. So weiyi went to the front and me at the back. I didnt have to hold onto the handles and we rode all the way to the jetty.

Spare hands to take pictures.

Its abit dark and both our expression are weird.

We went back and nobody except andy and alastair wanted to ride the bike. So we lent it to them.
Terence, jiaping, jiawen and i-cant-remember-who began to start the fire.

If she wore red, had a bulging tummy, and an actual fan, with a bun on her head, i think she'd look totally like a matchmaker. That's xidi and im so mean. I told her to pose like that anyway.

I didnt know one could get overly smittened/obsessed with charcoals. It looks like he was praying for them to keep the light in.

Meanwhile, the other girls except for xidi and i, buttered the corn and wrapped them in aluminium foil. Then i realised that the bike rental was up and xx and i went to return the bike. But i forgot to bring the receipt, so i half-ran half-walked back to our pit and took the receipt then half-ran half-walked back to the store. And it was beginning to rain):

Xiuxian and i stood around the store waiting for the rain to stop. The dark clouds left and we saw tingfeng and some others. So we asked if it was raining over there, and they said only this area got rain, the other side is dry. lol.

We went back, and some parts were dry, but the floor was wet. But there wasnt any sign of rainfall. So all's good.

Barbecuing mostly done by jiawen and terence. But i helped out too! I barbecued the sausages perfectly, and the crabmeat and satay. Then we had this war. Mostly between andy (that stupid old meanie) and me (the innocent one). lol!

I used a burnt corn still wrapped in aluminium foil and threw it at him. He was so haughty and thought that he was able to hit it away, but he failed. And i hit his forehead. Strike!

Then we threw used satay sticks at each other. Terence began calling andy "nana", xx and i called andy "uncle", Andy called us "auntie". Then they began making fun of xx of a message she sent to zw. Then she shouted "shutup".

After all the food was cooked and eaten, all of us sat around for a bit then began picking up rubbish and clearing up the whole place. I kept the skewers that i brought.

Andy refused to pick up a pile of bones and blah from the floor into the rubbish bin. So i went to pick it up, and he kept mumbling stuff. Helping him was good enough yet he had to add somemore stuff. His stupid mouth. Then i havent finished picking up, then i stood up and glared at him. So he said "ok..ok..". So i bent down to pick up the things, but he had to add on something like "tall then everything ah". So i left the mess for him to pick up.

I tied all the rubbish together and placed it beside the other big clear one. The girls all left to wash our hands and returned. Sat around and decided putting ice into my mouth.

I dont know why, but xinrong decided to throw a cube of ice at me, and hit my forehead>: I took a few and chased after them who was chased by weiyi alr all the way to the toilet. I missed.

Went back and decided to leave alr. We went to macdonalds, and i bought a large coke to share among the four of us. Adrealle left like half an hour ago.

Weiyi bored and playing her boring game.

Andy and Alastair came in, and i mouthed "ni qu si lah ni. (you go and die lah you)" to him and i looked away.

Peilin's parents came, and they fetched us to admiralty mrt station. Peilin's dad drove a 7-seater and it was uber cool and looked super new.

There was major traffic jam along the way. So the journey took longer than expected.

Just a random view.

2006-12-05T21:46:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's mr liew's leaving party.

Weiyi was hooked on my crossword.

Went to buy stuff from woodlands mart, and when jiawen called. An idea struck-ask jiawen to come over and help us carry the things. Wahahahaha! Everything was superrrrrr heavy. Like 10 1.5L of drinks, one bag of charcoal, one butter, 6 corn, 6 packets of sausages, 3 packets of chicken wings, 3 packets of crabmeat, one bottle of ketchup and chilli sauce each, 50 paper plates, 50 plastic cups, 1 packet of forks, two packets of marshmallows.

Extreme load for 4 girls. Hahaha!

It was raining, so jiawen and terence couldnt come just yet. We went to sit at the food court and talked, and bought two cans of drink. One chrysanthemum, and one green tea. We tried mixing both, but the tastes was all about the same.

Then Jiawen, Terence, Boontiong, and Chengzhong came. They sat and went to buy their dinner. So we had to wait some more. I kept copying weiyi's facial expressions which was extremely hilarious (not my copying, is weiyi's expressions) then xiuxian and adrealle kept laughing and adrealle got her stomach aching.

(Oh, and btw, we went to have lunch at Admiralty Mac and then we went back to my house, 'cos i had to shit, and then we went to school to meet ms ho, regarding the food stuff. While eating, i was extremely full, and weiyi made a remark. "You have to eat the side first then eat the main". And we all heard "You have to eat the sai first then eat the maine".

So it was extremely funny because my name is char-MAINE, so im the main. And xiuxian was beside me, so she's the SAI. So we broke into a series of laughters. And adrealle kept commenting that i was bullying the girl sitting at our neighbouring table. When all i did was raise both my eyebrows. ?.?)

After they finished their food, we went back, buden jiawen, chengzhong and boontiong decided to go home and bathe first. So it was like no difference because there was only one more person helping us carry the stuff. Anyway, Terence is quite strong apparently, i guess he helps his dad a lot and carries a lot of stuff. So he's used to it.

Afterward, weiyi came to my house, and waited. She was terribly hungry so i gave her a cup of milk. hahaa. And then she ate a portion of her dinner at my house, and then we waited till 8 then we went over to marinate the chicken.

BUT- Terence said his parents arent back yet, so he doesnt have a table to set it up outside our house, and his maids are cooking, and my mom is cooking so theres no place to marinate. So i asked him to marinate it, so weiyi could go home already, then i passed him the honey and he agreed.

So i went back home and bathed. What a LONG day!